MsCfromMelbourne -> RE: What is Yyour biggest fantasy which Yyou don't know if Yyou should make it real or not? (1/9/2008 3:58:31 AM)
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I went through this phase in my early thirties (when my dreary marriage ended) to go wild and live out all my repressed fantasies In the end I had a huge old house in the most expensive part of town which I shared with a lesbian Mistress, she also had a female sub/partner, I had a male sub/partner, we shared a male slave and our live in crossie French maid was pretty much uncontrollable (but we loved him/her anyway!!). Numerous extra subs, slaves and very sexy vanillas seemed to come and go daily from our hilarious poly household. We had our own dungeon, threw totally fabulous parties and even ended up in some obscure European rubber porn movies. We had a ball but you know what happened? After doing it all for several years - poly, abductions, forced fem, bondage, domination, S&M, BDSM porn etc etc........ All I really, really wanted was to love a man (and he love me) so much that we actually wanted to be monogamous, get married and have babies together. And a white picket fence would be good too. And a fluffy dog. And you know the irony? After making every other fantasy easily come true, my biggest fantasy turned out to be nearly impossible. Love and commitment is far, far harder than shibari [:)] After searching high and low and asking everywhere, eventually (after 6 long years!) one of the pro-dommes found exactly the right kind of man for me (marriageable, monogamous, handsome, good-hearted, kinky) and the rest is history [:D]
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