geargirl
Posts: 31
Joined: 7/6/2005 Status: offline
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i had a few slaves in my time. also subs and vanilla ladies as well, but the cream of the crop in female slavehood came to me in 2001. i will call her babygirl. it was an ldr, but we saw each other at least once a month for a longx weekend. babygirl: found me my passion=photography got me deeper into the intoxication fetish buy buying the real stuff wanted to give me her house and car just to be her master.... i didnt take it was so giving and loving to be 24/7 she used to get stomach aches just from not answering my phone call fast enough our longest scene/sex was 2.5 days..... we stopped to nap and eat. then a career move came and she asked me by saying master i have a big career move that was offered to me. i will move to another state and i dont think i will be able to serve you as much. if you dont want me go. i wont. i told that i would never get in the way of making her life better even if it was without me, so i let her go to go on with her life. i knew having a slave like that won't happen again. BANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! broken came along and i sensed i was lucky and that lighting struck twice for me and i dought there will be a thrird time. we meet in a funny way. i some how got on her buddy list and she was cleaning up her buddy list and was just rechecking who my nick was. i thought she was one of those nuts who send out the same stupid to all on their buddy list, so when i got her texts asking who i was i didnt answer at first, but she told me that when she saw my take down rape roleplay on my profile. she said who could this be? We talked online and we sent each other's pictures. she texted me and said hey lets meet for coffee. i said fine. That day was 1-27-05. when i saw this lady come to me dressed in all gothic clothes. i said to myself. theres is a beautiful lady under all that. it was pretty cold that night. we talked and she told me what her kinks were. i think she thought she wold scare me. not me not hardxdrive. wink anyway i walked her home and we talked more. i noticed i didnt try to make a move on her. thats is not my style. i am also a gentlement. anyway next day she emails me an offer. can you be my friend or can you be my master? i took the master offer and told her what i wanted from her. before her i was a poly dom, but knowing how she feels about that and what she does for me i decided to just dom her and have playmatesxx on the side. of cause play with her only i found my true feelings for her when i had a hot 3some with a black female sub i met on myspace. which i also cared for and felt for greatly. there was an issue and i asked broken to leave. then 30mins later i started to think about it and started to cry. how can i do this to that person, so i decided to go and get her back. from the begining you just want to give to her. 2nd week i gave her a money gift. then her bed broke and i wanted to buy her another bed. she said no. what she gives me is mind blogging. the love and affection cant be matched. im there with her but at the sametime im not there with her. dont forget mary my live in in bed only sub is coming back 9/10, but thats over, but emotionally im not totally healed, but when broken came along. i couldnt let that that chance go. if you just started to read my blogs try to go back and read about mary or called my live in. it will save time here.
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