Zaraseeks
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Joined: 9/5/2007 Status: offline
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And another thing, if I havent been clear on this, I am sorry. I AM moving, there is no question of this, I know we cant work things out with our friendship living under the same roof with this stress, I KNOW this, and I am working on this plan. I will move out by march 15th, ready or not, I have to ive myself that deadline, even if things get better, and I hope they do, there isnt really a reason for my being here. She sometimes says otherwise, but I care about the friendship we have, the D/s and the being lovers were just perks to what was already wonderful, and very important, despite the rough time I love her, she is my friend, and I do not have a light switch for feelings like that, just sometimes we have to change our interactions, So I am just a little scared, I feel alone out here, and a little lsot, but that is good too, I am sure I will grow a lot in this and get stronger.
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