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Howdy Girlie,
I just started reading down the first page and didn't see a response that impressed me; now someone might have, in the next few pages mentioned what I'm about to and if so good for them and their good sense.
To surrender to an actual Dominant is all consuming and in most reguards trying on the heart and mind of a girl that has only herself to consider, but that isn't the case for you is it. Now if your intention is even deeper and you feel yourself longing for the various fomrs of slavery that is even more demanding and less compromising. In that you really have some issues to consider. The problem is that your very nature is at this point deperate to locate a provider, that is a human condition and one that you are most likely not even considering.
First off you are very young, and not that women haven't been having babies at early ages forever in a day, but at your age simply understanding the feelings inspired by your hormones when you aren't pregnant can be a challange and are most likely the reason you have this condition you seem to have reservations about to begin with. I see a few latched onto your comment about your "unfortunate" condition and were right away struct with your statement. This is the first clue that you need to step back and see what is best for the future, both yours and the baby. At the very least visit your Unit Chaplin.
You are advertising openly that you are in need; trust me there are tons of sadistic souls that see an opportunity in the making and take note, sadistic means they will most likely have little compassion for you or this baby.(alright you sadists, don't take it as a personal attack unless of course I was right about you, if that's the case then applaud yourself for being happy with the person you are) As for you girl, your hormones are raging and will be for the next 8 plus months(someotimes it will nearly drive you insane), you will have massive feelings of need and will at times feel ugly and your insecirtities will overwhelm you. That will push you to ache to belong to a man(its actually your nature at work, you need a cave you see). Will someone please love me will be your inner cry. It's your DNA looking for a provider for you and your child.
Just calm down and don't rush into a situation that will end up with abuse for both you and the baby. And I don't mean the sexually stimualting type of abuse either. You could only be so lucky to find the right guy this easy. I rather have my doubts on that. Most simply aren't that lucky.
I'm guessing your in the Navy. I'm also guessing that the babies father has turned his back on you. Remember that at your age most men are not after a long term commitment and you are about to have one, with the baby, assuming you are choosing to remain it's mother, perhaps you should consider adoption. There are options for you, you should perhaps evaluate them as you seem to maintain some regret here. But even these feelings of regret could be do to the hormonal imbalance. But exploring your options and the feelings about this will help you sort things through, if you are in the service there are professionals to help you through these feelings. and you are always welcome to sound your feelings out in places like this, but you better wear your thick skin. As for your submission to a man or woman I suggest you do some in depth thinking.
First, I suggest you attempt to define what submission is to you, and what it means to you and that you aren't using this as simply a way to attract a life partner. As you can see by many responses that those that are dominants here and most about themselves and their pleasures. That is only natural and you are yet just another implement in extracting their carnal desires.
I see you have a "handle with care" logo under your name, most of those that are here that would claim that they would "handle with care" are most likely stating as much to make an easy take with you. Do you really want to complicate your already rash feelings with more inconsistant relationships. I suggest you slow down and see to the first things first.
Take care,
Bull
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Bull
I'm not an asshole; I'm simply resolute...
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