HerLord
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ORIGINAL: StormsSlave My Lord says that the best thing I do is make it so he doesn't have to keep a job...lol. (edited to add) In all seriousness, the truest form of my submission is in shutting the fuck up. I am a woman of many words, and I use them often and with great skill. There are many times when he is on the edge of anger or already on a rant that I am inclined, in my nature, to antagonize him and say what is on my mind. Through sheer love and force of will, I manage to keep my mouth shut, not say the ugliness that is in me, and therefore submit to this relationship and my love for My Lord. I have to say the MOST sub thing My Love did for me, was give me her will. At some point, I realized, with great concern, My Love had given me her will, as in she no longer considered any other rule than mine nor any thought. I never asked that of her. It was given almost unwittingly. Now, my needs/wants come before that of the entire house. This is a huge burden to bear. I have to make sure My Love still remembers to look after her 18yo UM. As the "Will" of the house, I now can no longer put my wants and needs first, I have accepted the responsibility of the house. It was only on much, MUCH reflection on this question was I able to pinpoint what it was that was most sub from My Love. OP. Great Thread!
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