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Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 7:51:51 PM

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This is a new and goofy discovery of mine, and I'm curious if anyone else has experienced the same (someone please say yes, lol).

I am not a masochist. In fact, I tolerate pain at best. I've gotten past trembling inside every time Mr. Wonderful gets that look in his eye with an evil new toy, but I am not at a point where I jump for joy or lick my chops at the concept of being...well...hurt. OK since "hurt" can be interpreted many ways, I'll just say I'm not always thrilled about receiving pain.

But he is becoming more excited about inflicting pain. He likes to see me struggle and try to handle it. He gets that gleam in his eye and he laughs and makes it hurt more and more...his sadistic streak is growing.

Where I am going with this, is that my sadistic streak is growing, too. I am constantly thinking of more and more evil ways he can torment me because I think it would be really hot to torment someone that way. So I keep giving him new ideas to torture me in ways I will absolutely hate. But I'm finding when he is tormenting me, and I'm hating it, my thoughts will shift and I'll start looking at it from his point of view. I'll think about what he's doing to me and I'll think - Damn, that's hot what he's doing - and I will get all hot and respond favorably, not because of the pain I'm receiving (rather, it's despite the pain I'm receiving), but because the idea of what he is doing makes me wild. And then I'll start daring him to hurt me more - not because I am craving the pain, but because I think it's really hot for him to torment someone like that.

Have I become a sadist against myself??

If so, I'm doomed! When I get all excited I blurt out really cool, evil, sadistic ideas do to someone, knowing I would hate having that done to me...but who am I telling?? I'm telling the person most likely to do that to me!

Yep. Totally doomed.

RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 7:57:57 PM

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Well, if you're not a masochist, and you love seeing yourself hurt, then you must be a sadist.

Maybe you're bi-sadistical! :-)

Either way, it was hot reading.

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:00:27 PM

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Bi-sadistical!! Now THAT's funny!!!

Can I use that please?! :)

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:04:01 PM

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Here is my advice... do not go see the dentist any time soon untill you get this straightened out.. LOL

*smiles*

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:05:17 PM

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Here is my advice... do not go see the dentist any time soon untill you get this straightened out.. LOL

*smiles*

Gwyn

LMAO!!

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:05:39 PM

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Here is my advice... do not go see the dentist any time soon untill you get this straightened out.. LOL

*smiles*

Gwyn

LOL

I love the dentist. I have wild fantasies while lying back on the chair...

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:08:15 PM

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Oh, ownie---the halcyon days of our yoot, hah?

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:11:11 PM

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Oh, ownie---the halcyon days of our yoot, hah?

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That's exactly it, Ronnie.

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:17:00 PM

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Yanno, my father and grandfather were both dentists, I guess that sadism runs in the family.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOtMizMQ6oM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAKYQjpDtpA

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:18:21 PM

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Is it safe?

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:18:23 PM

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ORIGINAL: Gwynvyd

Here is my advice... do not go see the dentist any time soon untill you get this straightened out.. LOL

*smiles*

Gwyn

LOL

I love the dentist. I have wild fantasies while lying back on the chair...

Ok, I just knew my favorite waffle rug was sick * sighs* but the dentist ? I hate the dentist, they have neddles and and and pokie, sharp things and they always say open wider and dont even bother to smack the top of my head and and they gag me but not in a good way * shakes head*... You love the dentist ?

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:22:41 PM

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Yanno, my father and grandfather were both dentists, I guess that sadism runs in the family.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOtMizMQ6oM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAKYQjpDtpA

That second one was hot. Especially the lady with the mouth contraption.

And to think I used to have teeth/dental phobia.

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:23:59 PM

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Ok, I just knew my favorite waffle rug was sick * sighs* but the dentist ? I hate the dentist, they have neddles and and and pokie, sharp things and they always say open wider and dont even bother to smack the top of my head and and they gag me but not in a good way * shakes head*... You love the dentist ?

LOL yes. I actually love dental pain. Needles, poking, sharp things, owies, but when Doc Matt hurts too much I bop him on the head.

But when lying back on the chair...oh the things Mr. Wonderful and I could enjoy in that chair....such a vulnerable place to be....

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:25:14 PM

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I've had a few girls who told me they had no limits as masochists.

"So you like needleplay in your gums?"

"ummmm........"

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:26:22 PM

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I've had a few girls who told me they had no limits as masochists.

"So you like needleplay in your gums?"

"ummmm........"

And see I actually LIKE that.

I've said before and I'll say it again, I'm wacky like that.

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:27:47 PM

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I've had a few girls who told me they had no limits as masochists.

"So you like needleplay in your gums?"

"ummmm........"

And see I actually LIKE that.

I've said before and I'll say it again, I'm wacky like that.

passes you the alchohol-gargal and spit dear!

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:28:17 PM

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Ok, I just knew my favorite waffle rug was sick * sighs* but the dentist ? I hate the dentist, they have neddles and and and pokie, sharp things and they always say open wider and dont even bother to smack the top of my head and and they gag me but not in a good way * shakes head*... You love the dentist ?

LOL yes. I actually love dental pain. Needles, poking, sharp things, owies, but when Doc Matt hurts too much I bop him on the head.

But when lying back on the chair...oh the things Mr. Wonderful and I could enjoy in that chair....such a vulnerable place to be....

next your gonna tell me you like the gyno table thingie too .... * closes eyes* nope nope nope, i am not looking

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:29:50 PM

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ORIGINAL: LaMspeach

Ok, I just knew my favorite waffle rug was sick * sighs* but the dentist ? I hate the dentist, they have neddles and and and pokie, sharp things and they always say open wider and dont even bother to smack the top of my head and and they gag me but not in a good way * shakes head*... You love the dentist ?

LOL yes. I actually love dental pain. Needles, poking, sharp things, owies, but when Doc Matt hurts too much I bop him on the head.

But when lying back on the chair...oh the things Mr. Wonderful and I could enjoy in that chair....such a vulnerable place to be....

next your gonna tell me you like the gyno table thingie too .... * closes eyes* nope nope nope, i am not looking

metal speculums, lovingly kept in ice cold rubbing alchohol?

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:32:24 PM

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passes you the alchohol-gargal and spit dear!

Pfffft! Stop that.

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RE: Self Sadism, Anyone? - 2/29/2008 8:34:19 PM

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next your gonna tell me you like the gyno table thingie too .... * closes eyes* nope nope nope, i am not looking

LOL No, I actually never "went there" on that table.

But back in the 80s I did have a female doc who had a poster of a shirtless Tom Selleck on the ceiling...

OK so there is NOBODY else out there who is a...well....freak...I mean...self sadist???

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