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impishlilhellcat -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 5:53:53 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: BKSir And the schnozzberries taste like schnozzberries! AH HAHAHAHAHHA!!! Supertroopers!

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 6:20:06 PM)
No no no I appreciate your concern it got me to get off my ass and go do the walk, but I wanted to explain why I had not, I appreciate you coming in and making that do it or someone will spank you look. quote: ORIGINAL: zephyroftheNorth quote: zeph like I said in my one thread no, not yet but it was only 9 am and I had to go to school. I'm on the phone now to find out of my pych meds will interfear with meds the dr prescribed before I was on pych meds, an then we'll go out. Sorry sweetie, the zephynator got out, she's back in her cage now

Daddysredhead -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 7:33:34 PM)
I hate it when I have to sleep all alone tonight. [&o]

girlygurl -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 7:35:36 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead I hate it when I have to sleep all alone tonight. [&o] But but.... you should be having naughty dreams of your weekend young lady!

Daddysredhead -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 7:37:23 PM)
great big grins at girly Well, yes... there is that now, isn't there? [8D] (you really need to be here in May... just sayin')

girlygurl -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 7:51:22 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead great big grins at girly Well, yes... there is that now, isn't there? [8D] (you really need to be here in May... just sayin') I would love to come Red! gigglesnort

impishlilhellcat -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 7:59:34 PM)
I hate it when I feel like I'm starting to come down with a sore throat and a fever.

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 8:12:42 PM)
I hate when I allow myself to want something that if I didn't allow myself to want it all would of been fine, but that's part of the learning process. * wobbly tear stained smile*

purepleasure -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 8:24:23 PM)
I hate it when it's full moon.

Daddysredhead -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 8:24:58 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: girlygurl I would love to come Red! gigglesnort If you get here, that can be arranged. [8D] giggles wildly

Daddysredhead -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 8:27:27 PM)
Toppy, part of letting yourself grow and want means that you allow for the chance of disappointment or the occasional emotional bobble. Hang in there... tie a knot and hang on. [:)] Pure, I totally understand what you mean. freaking lunar stuff

impishlilhellcat -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:08:02 PM)
I hate it when every part of my body aches and it's not a good ache

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:22:11 PM)
Red, I allowed myself to fly into a mania because I wanted stuff, and I knew logically I was sick, and I shouldn't go to the baby department, not sick mentally but I got the chills and a small fever, but I slept all day and I felt wonderful so I over did it and wouldn't listen to daddy till I was in c risis mode, but thank god I came to my senses and put back the 400 dollars worth of stuff I was planning to allow my mania to influence me to buy because after allowing myself to want it and even intend to buy it, my logical brain kicked in and daddy prommised if I Really did want the 6 dollar baby book he'd buy it in 4 days, and honestly by then I won't even want it because I'll bve back to being completely logical. There's certain triggers I can't have around me because right now I'll loose control and go over board unless daddy is there to pyically interfear, and he's not always, and if I allow those triggers into my life right now I'll make myself mentaly ill, and I am at the point where I know this, but I don't care because I am so insanly fuckingly manically happy, and then later I care and beat myself up and oh shit myself to an emotional death. so I over did it today cause I felt wonderful and am back at square one, in sickness because now I have almost fallen and cracked my head open, and I'm not exagerating, because I couldn't in my manic listent o daddy and he was being tolerant and was watching me closly but not interfearing. he said next time if I did that he'd force me bodily out of the store, and if I screamed and cried oh well he was NOT IN ANY circumstance allowing me to do that to myself again. quote: ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead Toppy, part of letting yourself grow and want means that you allow for the chance of disappointment or the occasional emotional bobble. Hang in there... tie a knot and hang on. [:)] Pure, I totally understand what you mean. freaking lunar stuff

girlygurl -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:29:47 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Toppingfrmbottom Red, I allowed myself to fly into a mania because I wanted stuff, and I knew logically I was sick, and I shouldn't go to the baby department, not sick mentally but I got the chills and a small fever, but I slept all day and I felt wonderful so I over did it and wouldn't listen to daddy till I was in c risis mode, but thank god I came to my senses and put back the 400 dollars worth of stuff I was planning to allow my mania to influence me to buy because after allowing myself to want it and even intend to buy it, my logical brain kicked in and daddy prommised if I Really did want the 6 dollar baby book he'd buy it in 4 days, and honestly by then I won't even want it because I'll bve back to being completely logical. There's certain triggers I can't have around me because right now I'll loose control and go over board unless daddy is there to pyically interfear, and he's not always, and if I allow those triggers into my life right now I'll make myself mentaly ill, and I am at the point where I know this, but I don't care because I am so insanly fuckingly manically happy, and then later I care and beat myself up and oh shit myself to an emotional death. so I over did it today cause I felt wonderful and am back at square one, in sickness because now I have almost fallen and cracked my head open, and I'm not exagerating, because I couldn't in my manic listent o daddy and he was being tolerant and was watching me closly but not interfearing. he said next time if I did that he'd force me bodily out of the store, and if I screamed and cried oh well he was NOT IN ANY circumstance allowing me to do that to myself again. quote: ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead Toppy, part of letting yourself grow and want means that you allow for the chance of disappointment or the occasional emotional bobble. Hang in there... tie a knot and hang on. [:)] Pure, I totally understand what you mean. freaking lunar stuff TFB.... I'm sorry you're feeling sick again... but I want to say that I read a positive in what you've posted.... You recognized what was going on and THAT is a good thing.

Daddysredhead -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:31:44 PM)
I understand bipolar disorder very well as many people know. Both sides of the coin can be horrible, but meds, talk therapy, and education - for you and those around you - can be helpful. I had to learn as much as I could because important people in my life suffer with this and I need to know how to cope with their moods.

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:33:41 PM)
Girly, thank you I was afraid for a moment the fact that I did it to myself would make my friends mat at me an not make them my friends no more, but a true friend will understand, just as long as I continue to get better and not revictomize myself repeatedly because I am happy to do so an then deal with the consequences. AS long as I am geniinly sorry and love myself enough to grow beyond the mistake and not stagnate in it who cares who don't like me because I fucked up and LET MYSELF. quote: ORIGINAL: girlygurl TFB.... I'm sorry you're feeling sick again... but I want to say that I read a positive in what you've posted.... You recognized what was going on and THAT is a good thing.

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:35:40 PM)
And I understand that it's not ok to set myself up to be manic and do my best to not do it and I fail and I'm not going to blame others or anything I am taking responcibility with out blame, would you mind if I called you to talk right now since you know this issue so well I won't take long cause honestly I need to get some rest but I need to talk, and daddy is wore out because he spent all night controlling me. it's ok if it's not because of our past nasty history but if it's ok thatb wonderful too. quote: ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead I understand bipolar disorder very well as many people know. Both sides of the coin can be horrible, but meds, talk therapy, and education - for you and those around you - can be helpful. I had to learn as much as I could because important people in my life suffer with this and I need to know how to cope with their moods.

Daddysredhead -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:41:12 PM)
Cmail, TFB. (btw, it's almost 1 a.m. here) edited to add: bygones and such, my dear... check your cmail [:)]

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:42:52 PM)
you got mail back red

Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I hate it when........ (11/3/2009 9:44:03 PM)
I love you red, and I dont mean that in a creepy scary way or a deep love but it's more like a oh my god you're a life saver thanks so much over exageration way, you don't have to say nothing back tho just don't embarrase me for gushing my admiration onto you hehe/

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