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ORIGINAL: BKSir

And the schnozzberries taste like schnozzberries!

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ORIGINAL: zephyroftheNorth

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zeph like I said in my one thread no, not yet but it was only 9 am and I had to go to school. I'm on the phone now to find out of my pych meds will interfear with meds the dr prescribed before I was on pych meds, an then we'll go out.

Sorry sweetie, the zephynator got out, she's back in her cage now

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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead

I hate it when I have to sleep all alone tonight.  

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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead

*great big grins at girly*

Well, yes... there is that now, isn't there? 

(you really need to be here in May...  just sayin')

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ORIGINAL: girlygurl

I would love to come Red! *gigglesnort*

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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead

Toppy,  part of letting yourself grow and want means that you allow for the chance of disappointment or the occasional emotional bobble.  Hang in there... tie a knot and hang on. 

Pure, I totally understand what you mean.  *freaking lunar stuff*

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ORIGINAL: Toppingfrmbottom

Red, I allowed myself to fly into a mania because I wanted stuff, and I knew logically I was sick, and I shouldn't go to the baby department, not sick mentally but I got the chills and a small fever, but I slept all day and I felt wonderful so I over did it and wouldn't listen to daddy till I was in c risis mode, but thank god I came to my senses and put back the 400 dollars worth of stuff I was planning to allow my mania to influence me to buy because after allowing myself to want it and even intend to buy it, my logical brain kicked in and daddy prommised if I Really did want the 6 dollar baby book he'd buy it in  4 days, and honestly by then I won't even want it because I'll bve back to being completely logical.


There's certain triggers I can't have around me because right now I'll loose control and go over board unless daddy is there to pyically interfear, and he's not always, and if I allow those triggers into my life right now I'll make myself mentaly ill, and I am at the point where I know this, but I don't care because I am so insanly fuckingly manically happy, and then later I care and beat myself up and oh shit myself to an emotional death.


so I over did it today cause I felt wonderful and am back at square one, in sickness because now I have almost fallen and cracked my head open, and I'm not exagerating, because I couldn't in my manic listent o daddy and he was being tolerant and was watching me closly but not interfearing.


he said next time if I did that he'd force me bodily out of the store, and if I screamed and cried oh well he was NOT IN ANY circumstance allowing me to do that to myself again.

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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead

Toppy,  part of letting yourself grow and want means that you allow for the chance of disappointment or the occasional emotional bobble.  Hang in there... tie a knot and hang on. 

Pure, I totally understand what you mean.  *freaking lunar stuff*

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ORIGINAL: girlygurl

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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead

I understand bipolar disorder very well as many people know.  Both sides of the coin can be horrible, but meds, talk therapy, and education - for you and those around you - can be helpful.  I had to learn as much as I could because important people in my life suffer with this and I need to know how to cope with their moods.