purepleasure
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Joined: 4/9/2004 From: Lehigh Valley, PA Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: firstslaveca quote:
ORIGINAL: SylvereApLeanan I hate it when there's a little less than a week before my girl arrives and I realize I AM FREAKING OUT!!! I haven't had a 24/7 D/s relationship since my ex-husband proved he wasn't really submissive...just a passive-agressive ass. My brain is on overdrive and playing the "what if" game -- what if it we don't like living together, what if she decides I'm not as great as she thinks I am now, what if she and Spyder get on each other's nerves once she's here, what if my admittedly moderate experience with this lifestyle is less than she wants, what if, what if, what if... FUCK!! Someone just shoot me now.    what if i havent had a 24/7 relationship since my divorce because this was the one i was waiting for what if after living together we cannot ever phathom being apart what if she decides i am nothing like i am now, i am better, i am tangible, i am present, and aware of her presence, and i am no longer great, we are great, we are fkn fab what if she and spyder get on each others nerves when she is here and i get to prove my natural instincts of being loving and protective and capable to make things ok, and work things out what if my moderate experience is less that she wants and so together we turn that into expertise, molding it to exactly how it suits us what if what if what if what if dreams really do come true This is a beautiful sentiment. And a reminder for some of us to not over analyze things.
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Patience, grasshopper. Your stupidity does not impress me. blame it on your hormones!!! - beerbug aka ydd
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