camille65
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Joined: 7/11/2007 From: Austin Texas Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus The sparkly hat pic was a different one! See, there are MANY rockin pics that we all need to see... and I bet Cali has most of them. Dang jet lag and hanging with the bebehs.... I think all the party pictures need to be gathered and put into an online album so that we can perv all of you! It sounds like you guys all had such a wonderful time, luscious sent me a few pics and the smiles were just huge and happy. Now, onto my hate. I hate that it is one month to the day that he made his first offer on my house. I hate that I just received an email saying that although his brother was highly impressed by the house (and price), that the family doesn't think it would be a good idea to buy. That isn't firm information yet. Once again I am waiting for a phone call with the answer, today it will be a final yes or no. If it is 'no' then honestly I'm not sure I can handle it. I'm so tired from all of this, its kicked up another stupid flare up and it is so hard to focus through the fever. I almost don't want the phone call. R is worried about me, about how I will be if turned down but I can't even summon bs to tell him I will be okay because.. I won't be okay. A huge chunk of this is due to the flare up and having only slept one night since June 27. Overly tired and the cognitive functioning has poofed. I want to poof. Maybe I shouldn't write that but I'm tapped out of energy and hope. I'm terrified of this upcoming call, and the call is going to be later than the time promised because this guy cannot manage to even be close to being on time with things. I think maybe I'm sliding into depression, but it is hard to tell. All I know for sure is that I'm worn out and that its a major struggle to keep going.
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