lronitulstahp
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ORIGINAL: trappedinamuseum awww...thanks GT! you are too sweet...I think... Kali, that's kinda my problem. I can't fall in love. Not with him. He is poly. I'm not. We are looking for different things relationship-wise. Its just play right now. I'm afraid to give more, because I know it will end. But, I am more afraid of wanting it too much and getting hurt in the end. And by hurt, I mean nit in the good way. stupid endorphins.... Aww...hugs trapped...i have fallen for the poly Dom...and it is hard coming to the knowledge that no matter how Dominant, smart, funny,sexy etc. you find him, it wouldn't work. i wish i was more poly minded...but it's not for everyone. A poly person is not likely to change any more than you are...but damnit..."the heart wants what it wants", eh? A good poly friend and her loved ones helped me realize there was no shame in me not being poly. i must add though, that had i not decided to keep looking i wouldn't have found the TDHO , and in this small break during an assignement for Him ...i can honestly say, keep looking...and be open, happiness awaits. Best wishes. now back to work....
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Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley
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