Kalista07
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i hate when i'm being shitty with Him because i can't stand me. i hate the realization that i'm angry at myself because inadvertantly long long looong ago i took some actions which at the time i thought would (and in fact did) keep me safe. But, sadly now those things that i've built to keep everyone else out now holds me hostage....... And i'm clueless about how to break the fuck outta here. i hate when i'm already entertaining conversations in my head with my doctor tomorrow, and when she asks me about things i want to say something like, "Please.....That delusional ass therapist has nerve enough to call me anorexic...Do i look like i'm anorexic?! Maybe like i ate three anorexic people, but anorexic? Nah..." i hate that work is still really really REALLY stressful for me right now. i also hate that our JAMFing governor who has agreed to sign the bill sitting on his freaking desk, who agreed to sign our restoration of funding that he cut, has yet to do it..... Kali edited to add: Red....Red.....Red...i give Your few hours and add in a few days... .We have playstation, xbox, wow....And i play the cool adult with teen and preteen girls...Oh yeah...and we have rock band...
< Message edited by Kalista07 -- 11/6/2008 9:02:07 PM >
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“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.” ~~Sweedish Proverb
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