CalifChick
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Joined: 10/28/2007 From: California Status: offline
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I hate it that I'm getting a week and a half off, without pay, because the doctor's wife decided that's how the holidays will be this year. I hate that I didn't find this out until yesterday. I hate that the ex is one of "those" exes when it come to the kids. I hate that he is camping out on a friend's couch, and he can't see the kids there for the holidays because it's not a good environment (his words), and will probably see them for an hour or so at a Denny's or whatever is open on Christmas Day. I hate that I am missing someone so much that I thought I was on the way to putting out of my mind. Goddamn dreams, I should just take heavy tranquilizers or something, and stop dreaming. I hate that I think I have pneumonia. I hate that hormones are hitting the day before Christmas (hey, where's that period fetish dude when you need him??). On the other hand... I am touched when I look at the mantle full of cards from CMers. I am thankful that I have new friends from CM who invited me and the kids for Christmas, because they didn't know if we had plans, and when I told them we had plans, they asked us to come after Xmas anyway. I am grateful that I can provide for my children, and they will not go without, and somehow, I will find a way. Cali
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AKA "The Undisputed Goddess of Sarcasm", "Big Bad Cali" and "Yum Bum". Advisor to the Subbie Mafia, founding member of the W.A.C. and the Judgmental Bitches Brigade, member of the Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's and Team Troll
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