lookingwithin04
Posts: 48
Joined: 7/8/2004 Status: offline
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Honestly i like it both ways and i am a submissive. I can tell when Master and i are just playing when a spanking is for pleasure. And then there are those times when punnishment needs to happen, and i need the spanking , the physical pain to feel release. That's something i feel that i completely need and if i was ever not spanked, whipped....i dont think that i would feel forgiven, i dont feel like i would have learned my lesson, it's something inside of me that just craves it for punnishment and when i know it's coming as punnishment i anticipate, and become afraid, not of my Dominant, but of my emotions.......and that's the best part for me, the moment when i'm there, humble, and willing to accept my punnishment, and just take it, the tears fall, i am released from the bonds that have been tied and am comforted if He feels it necessary, if He finds me worthy enough...need i go on
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