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THE COLLAR - 9/28/2005 10:49:50 PM   
subbella


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Status: offline 		The Collar

It was heavy
and cumbersome
but beautiful.
It meant
ownership
and
commitment
to me.

It is now gone
and so is
the life
I once loved
and now
the future
is open
and
full of changes.

Sometimes
I can still feel
that collar
on my left ankle
it is a phantom
just as
the life
I thought I
shared
with him.

He has it
now
along with
the other
memories
I wished to
return to him
along with
the part of my heart
that will always
belong to him.

My journey
through life
continues
without him
and for the
first time
I feel
hope
that someday
my heart
will open
and I will
love again.

This time
without
a
collar.



< Message edited by subbella -- 9/28/2005 10:50:58 PM >

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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella
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RE: THE COLLAR - 9/29/2005 2:37:37 PM   
Ethan9


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Status: offline 		It was beautyfull, really beautyfull. Written from a woman slave point of view but i love it, in my mind i just had to flip the him/her thing and i think i fitted right there.

Thanks you again.

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RE: THE COLLAR - 9/29/2005 3:26:25 PM   
sexysubbunny


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Dear Bella:
i just wanted to take a moment of my time to say to you with sincere sympathy; I truly am sorry for Your loss of Him!! But You are so much better off!!

You and i both know that whole situation at hand was a real mess! Now i look back and realize so many things as i know you do too!
We all live and learn lessons in life, some good and some bad, but its the understanding, the truth, the honesty that all came about!
We never see things for what they are at the time... but as time goes by, You heal, i have healed and learned many things since then!
i am now grateful for what i learned as being new back then.. 1 year now! i know the mistakes i won't ever make again.. and in my current relationship, it makes all the difference in the whole wide world!

i know in my heart that YOU will come out in the end being the Winner, for you already have! You have seen that man for what he truly really is!!
and YOU were the smart and wise lady to let it go and find Real happiness and it will come for you!
i am truly sorry for any hard feelings from that past and i am not one to hold grudges....! i just wish you the best of luck and just be patient!
My sweetie and i are doing just wonderful, we are becoming very close, and its a "Real Relationship" consisting of trust and honesty!! and it feels so Good for both of Us!!

You will have that too some day Miss Bella...........Believe!!
It already may be there right before your eyes!! Ya never know! "smiles" :)

i sincerely wish you all the best in your life and i hope that man that your with now treats you like a queen!!
Be good to each other and everything will work out!!

And enjoy that new Peanut that will be here before you know it!!

Just a bunny ............

< Message edited by sexysubbunny -- 9/29/2005 3:33:11 PM >

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RE: THE COLLAR - 9/29/2005 11:11:39 PM   
subbella


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Status: offline 		Life dishes out hard lessons, it does. It took some time and my stubborn sense of not seeing the forest for the trees kept me in the dark for awhile. All it took was an ill timed phone call one night for me to see the man for what he really is instead of what I wanted him to be for all that time.

Things are going well with me and the new man in my life. He's respectful and honest and very down to earth. What you see is what you get with him. He has given me a whole new perspective and each day holds new adventures.



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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella

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RE: THE COLLAR - 10/1/2005 8:58:27 PM   
corsetsandheels


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Status: offline 		Subbella,
Your note struck a cord with me....I seem to be in the same boat.....i am trying to get over the loss of my collar which meant more to me than my wedding ring. From the tone of your note, it sounds like "truth" is the same reason we split. I know everyone tells me i will be fine and find another, but 10 years is a long time to be with one person....i sincerely hope we will both overcome this tremendous loss and find someone who will love us......a former slave, kitt

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RE: THE COLLAR - 10/5/2005 9:07:44 PM   
subbella


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Status: offline 		Kit, my heart goes out to you. I hope that you will find the one you are searching for. I am happily settling into a relationship that I feel is the best thing for me and for him. I don't know where it is going to go, but from where we are now, I can only see things going up!

bella

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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella

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RE: THE COLLAR - 10/10/2005 10:41:57 AM   
CelticPrince


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Status: offline 		bella,

the emotion that your words present are truely double edged. The end of a relationship is always heart wrenching in many ways for both sides of the slash.

The s, as you have tend to be able to present it vividly with words, while the D side just swallows it and attempts to move on, but trust me, in many ways there is hurt on the D side also. They just prefer not to show it.

Good luck with your continueing quest.

CP

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