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a masochist learns submission - 4/14/2008 6:03:32 PM

SufferForMaster

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i first joined CollarMe in August, about two months after an 11 year relationship with a mostly vanilla woman ended. i had been involved with a small BDSM group for a few years before that, but the group broke up around the time i met my ex. i got distracted for a few years, but by 2006 i knew i needed to reconnect with the local BDSM community. i soon realized i had a submissive side, and needed to explore it.

my partner was not willing to share, but was not at all dominant. So when that relationship ended, i was keen to begin exploring. Very soon after i joined CollarMe, i met a man here who changed my life. We quickly found we were very compatible, and after chatting online for a while, we met in early September. i think i was His the moment i looked into His eyes.

He has taught me so much--about myself and about submission. i have known practically forever that i am a masochist (a very heavy masochist), but He has shown me that serving Him is even more fulfilling than pain. i am truly amazed. Pleasing Him is now more important to me than anything. i am so grateful to Him for allowing me to to serve Him. The training has not been easy. It has changed me. He is re-creating me, with my full co-operation.

In January, He accepted my petition to be His slave, with no limits. i am now His possession, and He uses me however He wishes. It took me months of intense thought and soul-searching to decide that i truly wanted that, and that i trusted him enough to turn my will over to His. i exist to serve Him. The deeper i go into submission, the more fulfilled i become. my only regret is that i didn't do this sooner. He has shown me myself.

He is my Master. i believe i was meant to serve Him, and He was meant to own me. i have already given thanks to the relevant dieties for bringing us together. Thank you to those who maintain CollarMe for providing a way for us to meet.

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RE: a masochist learns submission - 4/15/2008 4:38:51 AM

Knighthavvk

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Congrats, sufferformaster - I am glad to hear things are going so well for you and you’re Master. I to have recently taken on a sub/slave who is doing her own soul searching and lots of deep thinking to decided what it is she truly wants, is it submission or total slavery. she makes Me very proud, as she is a quick learner and knows how to respond in many different situations (for the most part) and takes her punishments knowing she deserves them when they does get them.

I can not answer for her as, I do not know how she feels 100% of the time (most of the time *smile*) about O/our relationship and where she is in her decision. I know at first it was training only, then scenes only, now it is 24/7 even though we don't live together I set daily rules and she follows them, she will even texted me to ask questions if she needs to make a decision. Which I readily and happily accept that responsibility!

So, there is another happy store *smile* - May you and your Master have many happy years together and may the cold wind from the North always blow to the back of your cabin and the warm wind of the East always shine on the front! (old Cherokee blessing)

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~ You can not have a Master without the slave, nor the slave with out the Master, and to be a Master without compassion you are not a Master, but only a sadist. -: Myself :-

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