lisaSea
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Greetings Masters, Mistresses and slaves.. Morning yun quote:
have you ever met a situation you couldn't get over and your service to him faltered? Was it more a physical or a mental block? Oh yeh. It was not about me, directly, but rather my dog. Not long after I moved to be with Master, we brought my dog up to join us. Never having kids, my dogs are spoiled rotten and about as untrained as you can get. While at a local dog park, Master told me to turn her loose, I faltered because we were too close to the parking lot and this particular dog when loose, becomes deaf. I stood there and just shook my head...which angered him to no end. He ordered it..I flatly said no. It was a terrifying moment, but in my mind I had to protect the welfare of my dog...knowing that Master did not know her as well as I did, or her behaviors. He trusted her to listen....I knew she would not. The outcome? We left the park and the whip was waiting at home. This was one of those cases where if he hadn't, I would have begged it. I was sick to my stomach at having to blatantly disobey, but I honestly felt the welfare of the dog was at stake. That was six years ago....today, I trust him explicitly, he knows the dogs and all their quirks and they surprised me...they listen to him before they do me! That instance in the park was almost the beginning of the end...it was rough for a bit. Mental? or Physical? Both. My brain would not make my feet move! I can still recall the terror and inability to move. Wishing everyone a splendid week, I'm off to oogle the construction workers some more...hubba hubba... lisa{Sea's}
< Message edited by lisaSea -- 11/9/2005 6:47:09 AM >
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