belongtoyou -> RE: Put on Probation by my Dom.... (3/1/2004 7:20:36 AM)
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Miz Suz: "It happens to all of us occasionally, but if this is a scenario you find yourself in often then I would suggest talking to a therapist, rather than a Master, about it. " i do agree with You on this matter; and would like to provide You with a bit more info. i have discovered that the reason for my emotional outburst recently was due to 2 things: while i've had the desire to serve someone for many years now, BDSM is a brand new edition to my life; and it is taking me time to get adjusted. The second part of this is that within the past month i've dealt with a great deal of trauma and loss, in all aspects of my life: personal, family, and work. And, believe You me, i do have a therapist! So, while i don't intend to have emotional outbursts, they may happen on occasion, and as You pointed out, we are all human. What i need to remember, however, is not to take out my feelings of frustration on others. i have learned a great deal about myself in the past few weeks, and i imagine i have a great deal more to learn about my role as a sub. i've said this before, but it's worth repeating; i'm thankful to have found a Dom who is so incredibly patient, and willing to work through these things with me. Thanks Miz Suz... ~rain~
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