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BitaTruble -> RE: Bad News and BDSM (7/16/2008 9:38:42 PM)
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{{{Jessica}}} I think your reaction is completely normal but you don't have to sit around for the next couple of months in depression and attitude will have a lot to do with whether or not depression manifests as a self-fulfilling prophesy. Stress and depression are only going to serve to delay the healing process. Life has handed you an obstacle, it's true, and you may mostly be out of commission during your healing but there are ways to make things easier for him.. like making a concerted effort not to be depressed so that he doesn't have additional worry and stress on top of what he's going to face already. You have a few weeks before your surgery, so spend that time coming up with some simple projects you can take care of while resting and recovery then gather the materials together to accomplish it. I know that I've been meaning to put together the photo albums for ages, so that would be a perfect project for me in your situation. Simple things that take little physical effort that will be ready for you when you're able, like crochet or knitting or something like that while you veg in front of the tv between bouts of sleep.
I have no doubt that if your Master cares about you, his thought isn't going to be OMG, how is she going to take care of me for the next two months.. but rather .. the lady needs to take care of herself now, so two months from now we can get back to business as usual. I think keeping focused on your Master, keeping a positive attitude and not letting yourself get into a funk because of the challenge is going to serve you and him much better in the long run. It's not easy, but cancer of the uterus and cervix isn't a death sentence. You will heal and in the meantime, perhaps you can come up with some ideas on how to serve in other ways that won't put a physical strain on you.
Hang in there, kiddo.
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