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jamesthehumanrug -> RE: Dual side starvation (11/21/2005 10:28:16 AM)
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my ....do you know how many tops i worked my way, thru?
they really MADE-ME!!
everyone ,becomes, part ,of you, i was always choosey ; i did"nt waste my time ,of course ....
,but, every dog has it's day...,too bad it's,w/ me ,now, (,since: 1999...)
dear
SAINT
greetings,
i could'nt help, but ,notice you.
i agree: you get "tired" ,but, gees lighten ,up! i ALMOST HAVE, TO feel a jam, and, a ,another roll ,of songs commin ,on (YA RITE DONT
HOLD YOUR BREATH.)
i agree:
you get tired ,but, it's like jogging;
you get tired fast, when you can't pace yourself; LIKE long-distance(LTR).
BELEIVE ME: YOU REALLY REMEMBER THEM ALL(INDIVIDUALLY),&, AT LEAST YOU GAVE YOURSELF FULLY ,"THAT NITE", FOR SURE ;CONSIDERING THE PERFORMANCE, AND ,THAT WAS "PRETTY G.D.SPECIAL."! was'nt it?!
THE "nite"(....,not infinite ,on the timeline) ,and," the person"
had ,to be "special" ,if ,w/you ,vs., another ....
,and, you feel very g.d."empty" ,when a dom leaves you ,after a longtime, vs. a shorter time.
it's like a hurricane left,!?!
and,at least you can walk away-,in-tact.
how do you replace a storm gone down like ,that?....
,and, ....NO...
.the one next, to you was helping you "practice"
,for the mythical one waiting,
...."when the nites are long, and,the days are short" ,that's the message- machine....the emptier it gets(who loves ya ,now baby b.s. ,on your back... )you gotta be hot ;chased, running,to attract attention;not sittin ,around waiting like i was ,for ,that real gold rescue
hellicopter....(,and,i expected it ; cause i earned it!)
people love a lover;
someone who WILL-BE ,so kept,and, loved.(,in demand,or ....what a lucky catch!).
....now, of course:
i don't exactly know what you mean ,by' constant-craving' ,altho-
i actually made the #1.song called: constant craving(plagiarized, by a very helpless, and,very delicate ;loved ,k.d.lang,);
it was really ,about food !
,and, a constant starving ;
constant cravin,for food,and,for ,that love-
livn in withdrawal or self denial ,or fail and die
real-slave ,TO some physical feelings you never can shake ( ,aka: a slave always ,on a diet,and love,of, that one specific person; never had...)
,but,
i DO ,understand your PRO. negation-,of the 'one-niter':esp.,w/a pro.!
you can always dream into perfection until someone says i have the same comlimentary dreams,to yours
until then think about this because i really
GOT LOST, WHEN YOU WENT ,OFF THE "DEEP-END"
SOMETHING, ABOUT YOURE A poss.- SWITCH ,AND, YOUR BEHAVIOR'S CURBED,BY NO FREEDOM ,OF EXPRESSION,W/ A SUPERFICIAL RELATIONSHIP.
WELL THAT DESCRIBES THE whole PART ,OF YOUR PERMO-REL. ,W/ YOUR "SOULMATE";
LIFE-PARTNER;
EUREKA -ARRANGEMENT,TOO!
YOU HAVE, TO WALK ON EGGSHELLS even more, MAYBE, FOR YEARS
hoping they see your best-foot ,foward all the time
EAT LIKE A BIRD
do everything and dont gross anybody out
wait ,for it ;cant go get it anywhere
NO PIGGING OUT ;ON ANYTHING
NO WIPING YOUR azzzzz ,TILL EVERYONE'S GONE;
NO I'LL KILL MYSELF PARTY KEGS cause someone took your face
no burp slips(it adds ,up)
no i can stay ,in bed ,not due anywhere,and, look ,at what a body i have.
no getting your yayas, out
no climbing ,out the bathroom window ,with leather groupies(reliable standbys) waitng ,for you ,at the bathroom-door.
no emotions ,of your own(baggage)
sound great as a matter ,of fact...
good luck ,in YOUR search
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