califsue
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I think it is good you rant or question whether this is for you or not. There may be parts you can take with you on your journey and incorporate into a vanilla relationship. I think a common misconception regarding BDSM is the fantasy that it is always on 24/7. Life happens, work, regular social events and any number of hobbies, interests, sick kids, spouses, parents and all the day to day things of living life. As well, you are still young and should be questioning, exploring your life, ideas, goals of what you want to accomplish. It depends on what your attraction is and what you desire to get out of the lifestyle. I was in my mid 30's when I started exploring as a submissive and was in and out of for 15 years. Part of the reason for that is being involved in a vanilla on/off relationship during those years, wanting more than just play at times, and at other times just play. What I found for me is that vanilla partners just don't satsify and for me being in a TPE relationship is just the best.
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