SavageFaerie
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Joined: 12/3/2004 From: NYC Status: offline
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Disclaimer: I am trying to contact my physcratrist (sp? one of those words I will never burn in my brain to spell) I have severe chronic depression General and severe anxiety disorder ( have battled agoraphohia episodes more than less. Chronic insomnia I had thought that the insomnia was inproving. I changed my sleep hours from whenever to 9-10pm at night as requested by my dr and for a good while it was working still with the aid of sleep inducing medication, getting up around 6am (so says the dr this is the prime time for restoritive sleep). Then I started waking up from 2am and on. I spent more time in twlight sleep than anything, So being still tired would nap ( I know avoid naps when trying to adjust insomian) plus the depressive side pushes for it also, dont have to worry about things if your sleeping right. So I speak to him about it a couple of weeks ago. In trying to adjust me staying awake he puts me on this dexadrine stuff, which is an amphetaime slow release. Sure I stay awake all day but it still acting late into the night. He ceased me taking anything at night medicaton wise. My appetite which at best was low, so has practically gone to none. (sure nice to drop a few pounds) But it doesnt set well with the stomach no having food. I was quite ill over the weekend with nausua and spent the better part hugging the toilet. While I did eat out once one Fri as it was my sisters birthday, the food I ate is nothing unusual, so I kinda rule out what I ate, plus I had a bout of out of the blue thing happen once the day before dining out, but I was fine after. Not to mention I have always had a stomach of steel, and my immune systems it off the roof in a good way. I rarely if ever get any physical ailments othere than the aches and pains that come with my age. I have zero experience with this medication as its a stimulant and primarily for adhd or add. I have a mental aversion to the medicaion itself as street speed was problamic with 2 of my now grown children. This was expessed with the dr before I agreed to the trial period. I realize he is tryin to work out day sleepyness and insomnia, but this was replaced instead of anti-depressants. He stated if I was more active it could alleviate the feeling of depression and my need to sleep through the day. Since it wasnt a taper down medication I stopped it, as its been counter productive. I know my body and this isnt going to work either physicially or mentally. But I did promise a two week try. Now Im still depressed in a hyper mode and my OCD is more apparent. well till I stopped taking it when I could holp nothing in my stomach. Thank god he didnt stop the xanax tho he reduced it but only to not take a night, thinking staying awake would do the job instead of a sleeping medication and I would get natural restful sleep. The agoraphobia problems have been better since moving to nyc since its now up to me to go get what I need. I have found a way to keep the people of the street non threatening as much as in the past. And proud I can walk of out this apt alone and make it back safely. For me this has been a huge and amazing step. Question one is does anyone have experience with this medication outside of adhd? I have heard that these type medication have opposite effect on that disease itself, but cant back it up. Questions 2 is with depression playing a large part in insomnnia, is there a way to find a vaible combination of sleeping normal hours and relief of depression? I have been through the gammit of most all medication out there from older forms to the new fangled. Or should I just accept the fact that sleep comes when it does and to take advantage of it. Which would mean concentrating on the depressive and anxiety side. Plus the fact that SAD phase is moving closer, which hits hard every year. Unfortunately over the years have found that insomnia is a common side effect of anti depressant. I feel certain the dr will try something else. But damn treating one cause reactions to the other, which affect yet the other Plus the domino effect of okay take this , but you need this because that is gonna cause this, ect ect ad nausum. 10 years of this is enough, I would like to add to live instead of looking from the outside. But Im interested in the dexadrine and if anyone has used it outside of what it was intended primarily for.
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Disclaimer:If its the wrong word or misspelled I blame on my fingers and brains refusing to interact.
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