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SavageFaerie -> RE: I Don't Think I've Met Any of You (9/8/2008 8:21:45 PM)
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Candy, we have been aquainted for many years now via varous forums. I know you have good days and bad days.
It saddens me that you use the forum to reinforce your low self esteem instead of using it to relax and enjoy. There are all classes of peole here, accept them as the are. I took a 2 year break from posting here and I know what you meant by your term of wit. I too miss that group of poster, tho some are still around.But times goes by, new people join and find common connections and enjoy inane banter a real stress releiver. Yes I miss those group of people who I have lost touch with some of them but I smile remember the crazy antics.. I was distressed that the Compalint Department died. Perhaps that circle of friends may seem clickiesh to others, we always welcomed new people and made them feel at ease and get comfy with going form lurk to making that first post.
Dont make me have to take you under my wings and veto posts or threads that belittle yourself in the eyes of other.
Beyween Blue ( and I know she hasnt be on the net much lately or available) and I you repsoned positively and there was less attention getting or new poor me thread like this one. Your just making a target smack in the middle of your forehead to justify your feeling of self esteem. You ,are from out chats conversation, and posts and phones talk a hell of an intelligent person, seek deep in side you and bring that forward with a smile and postive attitude and it will return to you 3 fold.
Go to the I love it thread where and read my last two posts. You know how important and amazing that has been for me,
Life is a battle, you cant fight them at one time, but with small goals.. you can be the winner. It could take days, moths years, or a decade like me, but progress is obvious and I embrass it and the reassurances or high fives I get just make my heart swell, and by many that are new to me because of my hiatus from the forums, yet the applaud even a small step, And for someone that has now in person friends, besides my best friend a state away. It hard to find especially in this venue someone that will listen and not care what issues there are but just let you vent.
Okay off my soapbox to Candy, jst get in touch with me since I d have a non judgemental ear.
Still your friend despite you increasing irrational posts and therads..
And dont blame it on age, Im but a year younger if I remember correctly, Find a mentor. or guardian such I became with shivvy and treasure, who when indecided, let the rational course of action be taken directed in a positive way. I know your not of that calibare, but perhaps you need that someone to guide you as I did them.
You have my yahoo, and know I am happy to talk to you at anytime. I think working on positive incluences and not label groups of people as all inclusive. I have been a virtual stranger here for a couple of years, Yes I knew when it was time to step back thanks to the memeber pointing out that my threads and post were getting irriational.
But read the sensitve threads, like the I love it when and post even the smallest goul or positive time you haee, you learn more about them regardless of what the relate as and can become lifelong fiends distanc or not.
I have know you a while i would have no problem visiting if indeed it was finanicially viable. But that doesnt mean you can still cant have friend even it you never met. Gads I think BlueHS as be a lifesaver in may darkests hour before we met...and continue to be.
And dont rush though a buchof posts thing of feel good threads am those non feel go threads, and over a prayer or kind work. If you read between the lines sometines you find the best chuckle of all.
I can say I dont condone some of the posting I am reading from you as you tend to develope them into attack.
And no one is perfect but trying to better yourself with others is alot less stressful that battling them. '
And FYI your still pinky to regarless of what your current porfile its. Creating one of the sole purpose of looking new is foud out readily enough despite the new profile because you style of writing gives you up.
If I see another self pity thread Blue and I might have to make a visit and set you straight LOL Are you sure your up to that.
You still on my yahoo list but I have since lost you number.
Cmail or yahoo me it you want to talk, as it obvious your having major self esteem problems compounded by other unnamed things I wont mention as I have no clue it you have discussed it publically or not and prefer to not divelge thinks said in confidence.
Best Wishes
Deb
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