sfdrew
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A very lucky cuckold
Discovering what kind of slave you are and which activities are best for you and your Owner is an incredibly rewarding experience. I will continue writing stories about my growth and experiences as long as people continue to remain interested in them. Good luck to all my fellow slaves out there on discovering who you are.
A few days ago on Sunday I was out of town for my monthly Army training. That morning, one of Mistress's boyfriends, a cop (name omitted) came over after his graveyard shift to spend the day with Her. They spent some time catching up and having breakfast before he went to sleep on my side of the bed. Not long after he awoke, Mistress greeted him and they had sex. Afterwards they lied tangled in each others arms cuddling. He left shortly before I got home, which is when I found out what had transpired that day. Most of Her boyfriends aren't willing to come over when I am home so my being out of town was an easy opportunity for Her to have somebody over. Needless to say I was excited and happy for Her when I found out, but I was in for an even bigger surprise.
With a smile on Her face she informed me that She had discretely placed the used condom on the nightstand after they were finished. I knew immediately that it was for me and my heart raced a little with excitement. I had consumed my own semen on many occasions but I had never tasted or consumed another man's semen before and this was going to be a huge step in my training and towards many of Her fantasies. My excitement would have to be put on hold, because as the expression goes “when it rains it pours,” and Mistress had already arranged a dinner date for us that night with another one of Her boyfriends who finally wanted to meet me.
I hadn't eaten anything all day and it was already nine by the time we went to the restaurant. We had a few drinks while we waited for Her boyfriend to arrive. When he arrived all went well through dinner. He is not kinky but is perfectly accepting of me and the relationship he has with Her. We had a great time talking and telling stories and She invited him back to our apartment which he readily accepted. He had never been over since She moved and She had always gone to his place to enjoy his company. She gave him the nickel and dime tour and then he professed a need to leave due to his long commute back home.
Mistress was a little disappointed that he didn't stay for sex considering it might have been the first chance I had to watch. This disappointment was quickly cleared up when I retrieved the condom from the side of the bed. She positioned Herself comfortably and kept Her eyes wide open on me eager for Her evening entertainment. I took a deep breath and prepared myself for the task at hand. I had been anxious to try another man's semen and it was about to be reality. I had never taken well to my own semen. A fact I blame partially due to post-cum trauma and partially because I dislike the smell.
I peeled the mouth of the condom open slightly with my fingers and stuck my tongue in to get a good swipe. I was surprised at how little the smell affected me and how palatable the semen tasted. It was sweeter than my own and had a nice creamy consistency. I continued to lick the inside of the condom until I had retrieved all I was going to get without turning it inside out. With my aversion disbanded I was now eager to get to the concentration at the bottom. I stuck my tongue back in and tilted my head back while using my fingers to turn the condom inside out in my mouth. A large glob of semen came out and I jeered back from the sudden burst of flavor, which obviously amused Mistress.
I let myself go and instinct took over in place of conscious action. I soon found myself greedily sucking on the inverted condom to get every drop into my mouth. The semen upset my stomach slightly as my own tended to do. I enjoyed this immensely because it continually reminded me that I had another man's semen in my stomach. A hint of the flavor remained on my tongue until I brushed my teeth for bed.
It dawned on me afterward that there was no going back now; I was a cum eater. This was officially the most degrading act I had ever performed, and I enjoyed it. I also knew that there were more degrading acts in my future and that if I enjoyed those acts as much as this one it could seriously make me question myself. My exclusive attraction to women has never been in question and even now it is safe. It is not my sexual orientation that I worry about, but the limits I am willing to push myself to. Nothing in my mind is quite so attractive as losing those things that make me human. To be degraded to the point of ambiguity is fantasy without limitation. To be reduced to a piece of meat who services all takers with equal enthusiasm and without limit for the amusement of Mistress is a slaves dream.
I will never be the stereotypical strong male vanilla husband or boyfriend that society is accustomed to. How could She ever respect me as a man when I am so weak and submissive? Part of the joy of our relationship is the ability She has to be with other men who are strong and and can give Her the kind of companionship She sometimes craves. She does complain that I am too meek and unable to make decisions and that She is always in the position of control, which She occasionally wants to be rid of. A lot of my jealously comes from my inability to provide Her with everything She needs. For these reasons I know I will never be the one. My role in Her life may not be the typical one, but it is one of service and absolute surrender, and there is no shame in that life.
I look forward to being pushed farther and farther into that direction. As Mistress has often said, my sexual orientation is not straight or gay, but slave, and the closer I come to losing my sexual inhibitions the closer I come to fulfilling the destiny of my birth. It is a hard thing to overcome pre-programmed social judgments and suppositions about what kind of person you should be. I am a slave, and proud of it.
< Message edited by sfdrew -- 9/10/2008 12:08:49 PM >
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