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cravesdom -> RE: To be continued... (12/13/2008 10:31:36 PM)
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This is the first time I have had a chance to get on CM since I got back from PA. I wanted to say thank you to everyone for their warm wishes. We had such an amazing early Christmas together. It was a very unique experience for me to be with someone who put so much thought into the gifts he got me. Every single one was wonderful. And the feeling and meaning behind them was even more special. Our tree was beautiful and the fact that he hadn't delved into my snacks was a miracle in itself! Or I should say, the fact that the replacement snacks were still unopened was a miracle at least! Those chocolates & oreos start sounding pretty good around about midnight when the craving for something sweet comes on.
I actually remembered to take some pictures of the two of us together this time, so hopefully my profile will be updated relatively soon with a shot or two of both of us. Maybe next time we will remember to have someone else take the photos so we can actually get more than just our faces in the pics! Of course I will have to clear the naughty pics off before I can trust my camera to a third party!
Leaving on Friday was so tough. If I didn't have a family to get back to, I know I would have been calling in my resignation and making plans to come get my things. This man is the most incredible person I have ever known. He has such an amazing heart. The love he shows me just knocks me off my feet sometimes. I can see how much he cares for me in every look, every touch, every action he takes. I have always wanted someone who could love me that completely. And as much as I hoped and prayed for it, I also had that thought in the back of my mind that it just wasn't realistic. Now I know that it is not only possible, but through some amazing set of circumstances I was able to find him. And then we both looked past the fact that we were both subs and therefore had no possible reason to think the other person could possibly be the right one for us. And then we opened ourselves up to each other and bared our souls. And then we fell in love. It still boggles my mind sometimes when I think about all the different things that had to line up just right.
You are my life Bob. My future. My love. The sooner I don't have to say good-bye and get on that plane or watch as you go through security to get on a plane, the better. I love that we are working on that and I know it won't be that much longer. I miss you so much, but before I get too mushy on this thread, I will write you on the other side. Just know that you are my dream come true.
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