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sirsblue -> help? (9/25/2008 12:42:28 PM)
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i'm not exactly sure where to ask this, but i guess this is as good a place as any.
my thing is this, when i was very much younger i was... malested and even though my Dom has been extremely generous and very understanding of the way i feel, i cannot touch Him, even just talking about it (like now heh) bothers me. We were even just talking through txt a few days ago and i had to tell Him, my heart was racing, and my hands were getting all clammy.
Anyways what i would like is any advice anyone could possibly give me to help me out, atleast just a little bit. Although i know He would be as patient as He could be and would wait as long as it takes... i can't help but feel like i'm letting Him down somehow as well.
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