Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here

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dincubus -> Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/4/2005 12:43:32 AM)
I apologize if i do not post much this month. this time of year, personally, sucks for me. too many memories of friends gone and family whom still remain missing to this day, but have been declared legally dead. and to top it all off, my birthday is in 20 days. so if anyone does, indeed want to know the whole story, send me a message and i will try to reply. i am sorry again if i do not post, and if i do post, i am sorry if there seems to be sarcasm or anger in the words. truly there is no anger meant, it is just a rough time

imtempting -> RE: Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/4/2005 12:51:58 AM)
Thats no good with your past but with 9 posts I doubt people would see your gone. Dont apologise for writing sarcastic comments, I never.... I know how you feel if you get put on moderation or banned from your free speaking thoughts.

dincubus -> RE: Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/4/2005 1:55:45 AM)
it is not so much that, it is my manic depressive side coming out to play. i just get really down during this time. i usually don't talk about it all, just too much coming thru.. ya know?

sub4hire -> RE: Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/5/2005 6:24:52 PM)
You are here telling us about this because you want someone to talk to about it. So why not just talk about it?

onceburned -> RE: Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/5/2005 9:41:04 PM)
Winter is a depressing season, and the holidays can be especially bad.

RosaB -> RE: Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/6/2005 12:37:59 PM)
Yeah man, don't sweat it, this is the time of year when all illigal substances should be legal from the November 1 till Jan 15. I'd like a nice tranqualizer myself. I kinda of relate to how you feel. I lost all of but one of my five siblings they were in their 30's and 40's when they passed away. It sucks not having them around, so, I feel you man. I'm just thankfull I get to spend time with their kids on ocassion. I wish I could say the pain goes away, it doesn't, it lessens, but it never goes away. They live in my dreams, which at times is a good thing. Anyway, do feel free to share. Sharing is a good thing, it can sometimes make you feel a whole lot better, even if just for a moment. Sending you a hug, Rosa

brightspot -> RE: Just a general bit of info and a head's up to all here (12/6/2005 11:57:57 PM)
Hello dincubus, Winter can be hard and so can birthdays. Like someone else said, post, share and hang out with us[;)]. I happen to be really happy right now, here with MsN, but it is the first xmas I have celebrated since my short person was younger. Last year I had a severe bout with pneumonia and couldn't make it here to Her[:(]. I have been detached from my siblings for a number of years, not through them passing, but for my own mental health. I have been alone sometimes at xmas, those times weren't easy, but they were important to my changing growth and my path to better things, one being learning to love and care for myself better. Life is just Fucking tough sometimes, who ever said it was supposed to be easy? And if it was, how would anyone grow and/or learn as individuals? It just wouldn't happen. I hope you can begin to find a way to more possitive thoughts which will lead to feelings, which I believe will bring possitive people into your life![;)] Be Well, *Brightspot

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