My Primary Couple (a Dominant Woman and a Switch Male) have seemingly broken up. I was mainly the Switch's pet; we were more of a "V" formation than anything, although the Domme and I were friends.
Now, they have broken up. I am still with Master, and we are trying to continue our relationship. There are a few problems, however:
1) I find myself filled with emotions toward the Domme that I had never experienced before (such as hate, jealousy, extreme anger) both because she did not (and does not) treat me well, and because I feel she is treating Master badly.
2) Master is left without a Dominant, and this is a very important part of his life. He is a Switch, through and through, and I want him to have that. But the question remains, how would that work? Because:
3) I, who have always been the secondary partner, and never had a problem with it, now can't imagine going back to being the secondary. Now that I have acted as the primary, and been the primary with Master, I don't think I could go back to being secondary.
I guess the problem, after my rambling, is that I need advice on how to get away from my feelings of anger, hatred and jealousy; I also am experiencing guilt because I am continuing my relationship with Master, when their relationship has ended. Should I have behaved differently?
I'm sorry that my first post is my whining about my situation. I have been perusing the forums trying to find advice on how to behave, but I haven't found any related topics.