jamesthehumanrug -> RE: Unconscious Fantasy (12/23/2005 8:56:47 PM)
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seasons greetings empress chaos its a creamer but we all want experts in bed i always wanted chloro but i never found a specialist and frankly brain damage by a wanna be expert is a one way street ....what if you come out permanantly stupid!?...then what?you gonna stay in the closet and laff like a chronic or acute brain disorder laffing you azzz off inappropriately? then die in the final fase of paranoia?its a sad death and nut house treatment can do the same to you .... no thankyou so my doms very repspected ideal intimacies thot to prepare me for a rape scene by saying it is going to be very heavy and we will bring smelling salts in case you pass out...just the carrier of smelling salts was a turn on in itself and these cottons you get ;anyplace ;are more available and, you brake them ,if you pass out, and stick it in the nostral ,to stay awake you know why? cause to be beaten which is rape.... is very physically exhausting ,so you might need it! who knew!? you think oh; i will never pass out ,but you fall asleep, from the beating itself, if you know what i mean,technically that is passing out! very attractive to some tops, the closer a vicitm is to be unconscious when the final act of taking them sexually is enacted upon but, you don't notice it much ,until later.... plus, in role play, if someone top plays a teacher ,for instance;you are a naughty delinquent (still the sex-slave,so to speak)you can play rape ,by seduction ,of the top; who would never cross the line ,and its a common scenario of student and teacher in the rape scene to play out if you are both game...acting is involved even if you are totally passive and beaten ;you have to know and act like you know you are being raped cause thats what beating is.... i don't know i guess you gotta be there kinda thing... but ,you really want but ,dont really need the chloro , unless you have the luck of having an educated speicialist like an anesthisiologist,but, it has been done safely in certain instances. ever hear of a "goofball", that's something like an idiot does ,when they have no chloro ,or ropenall ,and you really come out ,possibly, just plain permanantly stupid ,as their victim;goofy forever;and ,it is irreversable and ,you don't wanna do it ,for an impulse one niter, cause: you not ,only remain stupid ....people will say you were stupid!... and, downs.... if you mix ,with alchohol, or ups; will shut off your abdula oblongata, thats your autonomic respiratory center, that keeps you breathing ;it's the base of the brain organ (with the brain blood barrior)located,at the base of your skull, that is the reason you can't technically hold youre breath, until you turn blue, by your self ; its automatic ,and,not under your conscious control.it forces you to keep breathing, and it gets mixed up ,not knowing whether youre up ,or down ,and alchhol increases the strenth and potency of any meds, so you die ,of repsiratory arrest; (complete shutdown)which means you're a drug death ,and they slander you even ,in death,so ... do it the controlled way; it's much much more fun ,and, a lot more ,to talk, about,and you can get raped again and again, if you let them have control and pride in that precise (smelling salt)control ,but ,the first time has to be a sucess....
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