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aluara -> A quick hello (8/8/2004 4:33:32 PM)
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Hello A/all,
Im following the advice of an email i recieved to introduce myself here, I figured, what the heck! That seems to be the reason I do alot of things lately. Ive been learning about BDSM for about 8 years now, I spent the first 5 just learning and being owned online by a few Doms over the years, its only been the last 3 years that i have actually met a Dom and played out some of the fantasies i'd dreampt about for the 5 years before. Ive only played with two Doms in this time, Im a slut for the right person, but dont like sext just for the sake of sex....my fingers and toys are very sexually satisfying *wink wink* and will get me thru until I find the one i desire to be owned by. I'm 40 years old and having never been married, sometimes my biological clock (to settle down with someone, that is...not kids) seems to be clicking faster and i find myself wondering if ill ever find the right one. But I want to be ready when that happens....in saying that, i dont actively go searching for a Dom.....i work on being happy alone so i dont fall into the trap of *needing* someone to make me happy. Maybe thats why im 40 and still single, lol. After being single so long, i may be a challenge to a Dom. But i hope to think a pleasant challenge, my heart is submission...yet ive lived independently with no one to answer to except myself for many years now :) I love pain and humiliation and i love to laugh, i come from a whole family of sarcastic people, so i tend to be sarcastic at times, but in a funny way....ive had to learn....you can joke with some poeple, and others you can.....i want someone i can joke with.....even if that means a beating now and then to tame me again ;) did i say even, or especially ;) Ok, thats enought of a ramble from me for now. Oh, one last comment, my profile says So Cal, but ive moved to Oregon now. Thanks for reading :) Ok, one more last thing....what am i looking for here. Well, im looking for friends basically, and who knows, if the right one comes along....one never knows what will happen :) Take Care, play naughty, but always, play safe!
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