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ResidentSadist -> RE: -=She is caged, any questions?=- (12/16/2008 10:30:02 AM)
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-=Interview=-
RS - Our visit has been very casual, not a slave training camp but, I understand everyone’s concepts of casual daily routine are different. What sticks out in your mind about your visit that is out of the ordinary for you?
EH - I have never had to be so aware of someone else’s needs for an extended period of time. I have been in a higher protocol than ever before. Simple things like walking next to, you held me to your left with your arm behind your back and my hand cupped inside yours. I think all those little protocol things are really hot. You weren’t just holding my hand, you were telling where to be.
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RS - You have never been caged before. You mentioned that your feelings towards it changed, how so?
EH - I was never afraid of being caged by you, I knew you would take care of me. My feelings about being caged evolved. You didn’t keep me caged except at night sometimes. At first I felt separated from you while in the cage because we slept together the first night. Then it felt like a comfort and I didn’t feel separated because it was your cage. I felt close to you. I felt like it was my right place. One time when you fell asleep in the living room, I was free to sleep in your bed (or the guestroom) but I chose to sleep in the cage because I wanted you to find me there when you woke up. Being in your bed without you didn’t seem right and the cage felt like the slave’s place. I have come to crave the cage.
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RS - You are a fantastic cook and have been a most gracious kitchen wench. I never dreamed curried chicken and pears could be so awesome. Thank you for all the delicious home cooked meals. You seem to revel while in service as a chef in the kitchen. What are the emotional rewards you get from cooking for me?
EH - I am feeding you. It’s weird but I feel like I am nurturing you, feeding your power and sustaining you. I loved making the curried chicken and chilequillas for you and the look on your face when you tasted something you never had before was like . . . “yes, I was able to give you a new foodie experience..”
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RS - Expanding on WinsomeDefiance’s question, you perceive yourself as having masochistic tendencies but not being a masochist. I didn’t terrorize you or beat you to a bloody pulp but, it wasn’t all slap & tickle either. As I write this there are a few marks on your ass and you took to SimplyMichael‘s painful paddle rather well. What are some of things we did that you would consider masochistic on your part?
EH - I think it was more of the mental aspect than anything physical. Serving a sadist ain’t easy. When I learned about my BDSM desires, I knew I would be best serving a sadist. It isn’t the physical pain, it is suffering that defines what I consider masochistic. It is the connection between a sadist and masochist. It is fulfilling to suffer for you.
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RS - Is there something new you have experienced you have grown particularly fond of?
EH - I started this day by getting tossed up on the cross and beaten until I was awake, before coffee! You are truly a sadist. I normally don’t eat breakfast or get beaten in the morning but I am becoming fond of both lately. Squirting with your hand wrapped around my throat is nice too.
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RS - Is there anything worth notable mention your want to say?
EH - Control… I double guess myself a lot. When I submit to your control I feel like it frees me. It quiets my brain chatter when I being controlled. It simplifies my options and decisions are easy. Even when you give me “slave’s choice” it is A, B or C not the entire alphabet.
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RS - Are we having fun yet?
EH - Yes. From our intimate moments to the social visits and meeting collarme friends in person, it has been fun no matter what we do and I feel very comfortable. Going to the Woodshed dungeon, the beach, seeing my old house, experiencing your cage-bed-cross-etc, having a picnic in the park with lronitulstahp and tatpierced, meeting your ex slave Julie, visiting with my dear friend pet4own, meeting leakylee, poenkitten & Master and a handful of other Cmers has been a lot of fun. I only wish that we could have visited with Cjan & GreedyTop like we had hoped.
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