krikket
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Joined: 11/17/2004 From: Washington, DC Metro Area Status: offline
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imho, it shouldn't be "hard" work, but it's work nonetheless. Sometimes it's fun, often stimulating, frustrating and confusing, but in the end i found my own inner strength once i began to realize that so much of my life was build around pleasing others and why that was. It explained so much, and still does today. What i find difficult now, is being alone, with the realization that while this state may not change, i'm still a submissive, and always will be. regards, jiminie
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"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom." by A. Nin When your heart speaks take good notes.
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