Daenok
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MRandme: I know the feeling. I was in the hospital when I was young for like a week with an IV in the whole time, and since then I had a fear of needles. Tattoos don't really feel like needles though do they? Its more.. of a warm scratching I guess, but I found I loved the way it feels. And it’s somehow addicting... Usako and MasterTslave: I appreciate the concern, but I suppose I look at tattoos a little differently. Two that I have right now both are like… mile markers or post-its in the diary of life. The first was of the BDSM symbol which I got once I found out about this lifestyle and who I really was. The second (and it is really weird on a guy, I get some shit about it) is a small butterfly outline, drawn so that it looks like it was cut into the skin and is bleeding, rough jagged edges and all. I got that after I broke up with a girlfriend of 4 years who I knew as a friend for about 10 and had a crush on since we were both in 5th grade. When she cheated and left, it taught me a lot of hard lessons. That symbolizes chaos theory, or the butterfly effect. No matter how much we plan our future, every little thing we do can affect us in unimaginable ways years down the line. Every little thing can compound until it gets out of hand, and that is just what happened between us. So even if we split up, we have been married for almost 4 years now, and have two UM’s, so either way for about 16 years we will be a part of each other’s life. Right now I am her pet, and even if we divorce and one day I am not, to me it would be just another mile marker of where I have been. We have to die one day, might as well turn this body back in well used. You don’t get extra points for keeping it pristine in the packaging.
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