NightDaughter
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Joined: 1/23/2004 From: Ontario, Canada Status: offline
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Well for myself, it was after walking out on an abusive M/s relationship that I found that I actually in retro spect enjoyed some of what happened. But that was after being out of the lifestyle for several years, recooping. For myself, I was not able to serve another female, it just didn't work, around other female's I'm rather dominant in nature, but get me with the right male and though I might show some of my dominant nature at times, I go all sub for the one who I love and am owned by. As to what made me decide to return to service? Simple many in the vanilla world would not acapt my past, it squicked them out to much, also I just was not able to give all of me that I new I could give, thus I came back and ended up finding my other half.
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