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sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 4:08:10 PM   
strapddwn


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so most (85%) of my fantasy life in my head is filled with me being a servant and sub/ painslut (though wish could be a better one) to one Master who actually knew what he was doing... like for all time... and do it with exquisite grace, charm, and complete surrender... all of me...

then there's this other part......i fantasize and sometimes cum so fucking hard at the thought of finding a woman who is the sub type, who has soft skin and soft kisses, is a perfect pain slut... and likes it... i dream of really intense sex scenes between just myself and her, or if she has done something wrong punishing her... really punishing her... like in bad ways... bound, gagged, tortured, fisted, raped, beaten... then i would love to so gently take her into the shower and wash her so gently and carefully and dress her and prepare her a wonderful dinner and enjoy a bottle of wine with her... and it could start allover again... with coffee in the morning,,,

but i would not be fulfilled unless she were released to go and serve her true Master once more and i to serve mine... routinely, regularly... as a matter of course... is there a name for this? am i a nut?

the fantasies i have with her are the same fantasies i would have to be done to myself... is that crazy...

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 4:44:02 PM   
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ORIGINAL: strapddwn
is there a name for this?


Most people would call you a switch.


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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 4:56:01 PM   
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my fantasy life in my head is filled with me being a servant and sub/ painslut (though wish could be a better one) to one Master


I find this confusing. Your profile states you have a master, so what's with the fantasy? Is that another master, or the same master, etc. The fantasy - you want to make this real? It isn't that outrageous..

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 4:58:02 PM   
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Heck no, you're not crazy. My dreams are much more perverted than yours, if that makes you feel any better.

In dreams, we can do anything we want. Its safe, unlike the real world...

So dream away, and enjoy your dreams.

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 5:07:28 PM   
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umm -  it sounds like a lot of masters dream - to have two subs interacting in a less than  prissy way. * ahem*
Fantasys are just that - fantasys, dreams, things our brains come up with to give us pleasure and maybe insight.   Enjoy it, and tell your master - he might enjoy it too.

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 5:30:39 PM   
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my fantasy life in my head is filled with me being a servant and sub/ painslut (though wish could be a better one) to one Master who actually knew what he was doing... like for all time... and do it with exquisite grace, charm, and complete surrender... all of me... then there's this other part......i fantasize and sometimes cum so fucking hard at the thought of finding a woman who is the sub type, who has soft skin and soft kisses, is a perfect pain slut... and likes it... i dream of really intense sex scenes between just myself and her, or if she has done something wrong punishing her... really punishing her... like in bad ways... bound, gagged, tortured, fisted, raped, beaten... then i would love to so gently take her into the shower and wash her so gently and carefully and dress her and prepare her a wonderful dinner and enjoy a bottle of wine with her... and it could start allover again... with coffee in the morning,,, but i would not be fulfilled unless she were released to go and serve her true Master once more and i to serve mine... routinely, regularly... as a matter of course...

is there a name for this?
Weekend at Merc & beth's

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am i a nut?
Yes - but how bored we'd all be if we weren't?

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 6:40:59 PM   
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You've got a husband and a Master, and are looking for a Master to submit to, and a girl to submit to you?  I get all confused...

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 6:52:40 PM   
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Good evening!
I kinda got the impression that it could be 2 things. Either 1-you are a switch or 2-that the other woman is actually you dreaming about what a perfect encounter would be with a Dominant...any Dominant, does not have to be a woman as in your dream. And that this woman whom you are doing this to is actually you in your most perfect sense, your most perfect slave moment/scene. There are times when I think about what a perfect day/night with Daddy might be and then here comes reality back to say.."Honey you could NEVER be that unselfconscious yet, wake up!!!!" lol But that's my take on it. Good luck!
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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 6:59:55 PM   
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... that the other woman is actually you dreaming about what a perfect encounter would be with a Dominant...any Dominant, does not have to be a woman as in your dream. And that this woman whom you are doing this to is actually you in your most perfect sense, your most perfect slave moment/scene.


This is pretty much the same thought I had, except the focus wasn't so much on what she thought of herself in the most perfect sense, but rather what she thought of the perfect dominant in that moment.  Kinda like taking control of where she'd like to be taken... but without the guilt of feeling like she was topping her own dominant.

*shrugs*  Cheap pop psychology.

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 8:38:59 PM   
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Weekend at Merc & beth's






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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/19/2009 9:46:44 PM   
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It is comments like this one that make me wonder about really good and happy things. and snuggle my M 

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RE: sexual surrender to him as she surrenderres to me - 2/20/2009 5:24:31 PM   
strapddwn


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it's a bit more complicated than this forum provides, or than anyone would really care to take the time to read... and yes, from where i am somethings seem impossible...

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