assimilator
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a damn
such a simple thing
so much stone and weight
sitting patiently
waiting no longing for the rain
to swell upwaiting for the buckets for a chance to let loose and crack
to get out of the rivers way
to let the fish through
how perverted a stone to think It can stop water
the works of man go unchecked
the river surges all around
and those downstream are finally washed away into sweet sweet nothingness
oneness
empty nest
alone
but not forgottonon some other plane of being or begining
waiting in a new line.___Matt H. holding a candle for you
Scars
scars across my back running under my skin
they are invisible to all but me
i can run my finger down every wound and feel it anew
on my side
on my arms
marks on my face running deepermaking me feel ugly and undeserving always
when will i get what i deserve
is it a slow death by tortureor a firing squad
at this point i dont care
any death would be welcome
save the teasing dreams of another place
always at the edge of my memories
at the corners to my mind
overlapping all i see and all i feel
the scars are so well faded and coverd with ink
yet still they come, haunting me like ghosts with no motivation to leave
how can i flee from myself
i still know you Fear
on broken legs i run from you
only to see you in the doorway
holding the keys
i must have
i must have them
i must be dead already or i would have stopped
what pushes me onto test my limits no
i know my limits all too well
the fear it pulls at me now from all sides
but never will i see what pushes___atmt777
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Must not all things at last be swallowed up in death?___Plato
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