Padriag
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I'll try to answer a few of your questions. quote:
ORIGINAL: Leamma Hi, new to this. I am looking for dom training. How do I go about that? Other than local groups, there isn't much available. You'll find that most dominants are largely self taught. Myths about secret orders and european houses are just that, myths. quote:
I've heard of looking on the web but what sites? It varies, google it and use your own judgement. Take everything you read with a grain of salt and consider it carefully. If it doesn't sound sensible to you, go with your own instincts. quote:
I do NOT want to put either myself or my husband in danger so how do I prevent that? By using common sense, good judgement, and going at a pace you can manage. With some fetishes a degree of risk is inherit, and usually obvious, take your time with such and don't let your pride trip you up. quote:
What good reads other than the book 'Screw the roses, give me thorns' are out there? Quite a lot, you'd be surprised how much you can find at Barnes & Noble or Amazon. Greenery Press is a publisher you should look into, they publish quite a bit of BDSM related books. quote:
Is there someplace to get good ideas for scenes? Take it from life around you. Books, movies, TV, poems, and songs can all provide ideas. The unexpected, ironic, embarassing, and other events in life can provide inspiration. The trick is to notice it which can be hard to do when you are very busy and stressed. quote:
How does one go about learning how to flog, whip and spank without harming another? There is very little chance of harm with spanking, use common sense and you should be fine. The chief concern with flogging is to avoid "wrapping"... this is when the ends wrap around the side of the torso, arm or leg... and can be markedly more painful than intended. Don't be afraid to try a flogger out on your own forearm to get a sense of how it feels. Practicing on a pillow can be helpful as well. Whips are more advanced, and there is very real risk of serious harm if you aren't careful. Either find a teacher or spend a lot of time practicing and learning to precisely control both your aim and level of force. quote:
Also what is some good mood music for setting scenes? Depends on taste. On the occassions when I've used music I've used anything from heavy metal to pop to gothic dirges. quote:
Is it normal to feel scared about becoming? Yes. And healthy. quote:
What are some things to watch out for? The list is nearly endless. For now, just don't let yourself get too carried away. Take things slow as you get your bearings, accept that you are going to make mistakes and that they are not the end of the world. quote:
I would dearly love to be the dom of my dreams, I'm just scared I'm going to mess it up. How is a good way to over come that? Time and experience... the more you step into the role, the less it will be a role. quote:
What are some things I should watch out for so that I don't become a horrible or mean dom? Watch out for being horrible or mean... if it feels wrong, don't do it. Never underestimate your own instincts. quote:
What are some things I should watch out for so that my husband (sub) doesn't get hurt? Anything you don't feel comfortable with, anything your own instincts tell you aren't a good idea. quote:
What are some things I need to do so he feels reassured and safe? Be confident. Be responsible. Don't be afraid to admit your mistakes, and explain what you are going to do about them. quote:
How do I not be afraid to broach subjects with him? I mean sheesh my courage really only goes so far. Try thinking about it this way... who better to talk with about such things? quote:
We've (the husband and I) have tried a few scenes but I feel often like I've messed up, could have done better with more training or was regretful because I couldn't over come shame or fear. Maybe you did "mess up". Did you talk about it? Did you take responsibility for your part in it? Did you make a plan on how to make things better next time? quote:
Would feel more secure with someone that's done this, knows how to do this and understands what I don't think of. So you want to be a sub to someone else? Here's the tough love part... being dominant means the buck stops with you. You get to be the leader, the one in charge, the responsible one. Accept that, suck it up, and decide you are going to be that dream dominant you imagine yourself to be. With time, you'll get there. Its fine to ask advice, just don't set anyone's counsel above your own. Its fine to have doubts, just don't let them paralyze you. Its okay to make mistakes, provided you learn from them and do what you can to correct them. Its okay not to be perfect... none of us is. We all walk this road one step at a time. Best of luck on your journey.
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Padriag A stern discipline pervades all nature, which is a little cruel so that it may be very kind - Edmund Spencer
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