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KateyCaine -> RE: Today a sub enlightens (6/16/2009 1:03:29 AM)
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ORIGINAL: MistressLavinia
I received a wonderful letter today from submissive sugarmummy who told me how wonderful his Master was in making him a better person. And so I wonder, how many have been made better, and are their bad experiences where you no longer trust or have been let down? I believe in the build-up, but let the consensus rule
Has your Master or Mistress made you a more confident or more aware person? Have they helped you succeed in something you never thought you would or could? [sm=applause.gif]
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"'Come to the edge', he said.
They said, 'We are afraid'.
'Come to the edge', he said.
They came.
He pushed them...
And they flew." - Guillaume Apollinaire
Yes, Before i met Master Charles, i was terrified to open up about my tendencies, fantasies and longings. i was scared to love someone in that way. Because of a bad experience in 1998,-1999, i actually thought that BDSM relationships or interaction meant absence of emotion or caring and that i was unlovable to a degree because i am a true slave/submissive. He has opened my heart so much and shown me how to to trust without fear of rejection, how to love in that way and be loved; When it came to self-confidence and even touching on the subject of D/s relationships, i had been so hurt, i put up an a very hard, cold exterior with people to ensure that my heart was protected, and as a result i shut people out.
He has given me so much confidence and love and listens to my feelings or any insecurities or fears that i may have, reminds me daily of His love. i have never felt this secure, accepted totally or cared for as do with Him. This has made me more confident in conveying my feelings and desires to others, i am more direct now, no so afraid of upsetting people and being rejected. i have my worth reinforced and affirmed every day by His love, patience and guidance.
k.
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