daddysprop247
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Joined: 6/24/2005 From: DC Metro area Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: janiebelle quote:
ORIGINAL: daddysprop247 to present him with a list of my sexual desires (as in, i really really want these to happen). i still have not accomplished that one! anyone have a cheat sheet i could borrow? If you get a cheat sheet, can I see it too? I never know what to say when it comes to stuff like that. "Tell me you darkest desire/fantasy" is up there with "go cut a switch". You sit there mulling over the repercussions of what you choose: "Hmmm...if I say this, how will the reality be" is like looking at that tree thinking "well, that one will just get me sent back out here, and well, that one will break my spine". Quite the conundrum. And they know it. Sadists. hehe. sadly in my case i am able to express sexual fantasies with ease...primarily because my sexual fantasies tend to run to the very extreme end of things and they are not things i'd ever desire in reality. but a desire, a real deal, i like this, i would like to one day do that? totally beyond me it seems. and the thing he is not necessarily asking for any "wild" or especially naughty stuff. just anything, any little thing at all, because it is something i have never expressed. when you spend a lifetime as a very submissive person for whom sex was only about pleasing a partner, esp. when 9 of those years include being a slave, trying to rewire your brain to consider "what do i like?" is no easy feat.
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