LilKittenSub
Posts: 39
Joined: 9/20/2007 Status: offline
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...I want to be the one operating the trap door! I have never been very good at writing these introductory things, but I will give it a try... I am still fairly young(though lately I feel much older than my actual age, lol), am a mother of one, I have my own house(rental), and a great job. I am not a deadbeat, and I am not looking for a free ride, nor am I looking to give one. I am mostly on CM lately because I'm single again and really just looking to see what happens. I do not expect another relationship to come of this place, though am not opposed to the idea of friends of more being found here. I adore singing, dancing, writing, reading, video games, computers, playing with my son, warmth and cuddles, a tender hand that can turn brutal and violent in an instant, feeling protected and wanted, and knowing that I have pleased those around me. All this being said... I am anything but a doormat. Just because I am a sub, does not mean that I do not expect respect. Especially in the beginning... If you cannot respect me first as a person, do not expect to be allowed to degrade me later as a sub, even though that is a kink of mine. I have several years of experience, but am not what you would call a veterain, as I have walked away after bad experiences for long amounts of time. I have a lot of knowledge into many subjects, but do not often have the ability to practice actively. I prefer to keep the alternative aspects of my life private, for job security reasons as well as the desire to not be disowned by family, and do not care if that makes me any less "worthy" in your eyes. I have tried the polyamory lifestyle, and ended up walking away when things did not work out. I have not gone back, but am not opposed to the idea if I can find a couple/group that I am comfortable enough and can trust enough not to disrupt my life the way the last ones did. I suppose this is enough for now... if you wish to learn more, please feel free to either post questions here, or message me. I look forward to browsing the forums and interacting with you all in the future! Kitten
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“How delicious to corrupt, to stifle all semblances of virtue and religion in that young heart!” --Marquis De Sade
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