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twicehappy -> RE: Breaking (5/25/2006 5:20:52 AM)
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Ah, it was so long ago i hope my memory serves here.
First breaking is a term with ugly connotations; training is what i hope he is speaking of. Yet emotionally sometimes it can feel like breaking.
If it is truly your wish to serve him and he is referring to training you then i would say stick with it within your limits. During the time that it took me to be trained at 1st i always knew i had the option of walking away from the collar.
Many were the times i questioned those things he desired of me, even more so i questioned my desire to submit to him. Often i found myself in tears, wondering what the purpose of putting me through this is, and just as often i would eventually grasp the inherent lesson.
Not all Masters are to be trusted and what you are speaking of in the hands of the unskilled can be damaging to the psyche even more so than the body. Yet done correctly by an experienced Master it is the most liberating mind blowing process that peels away the layers of societal negative reinforcement to reveal the wanton, glorious, loving, giving, slave within.
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