pixidustpet
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i had to go back and doublecheck to see if i had posted about this or not... about a month or so ago, i had been put on insulin for my diabetes. i just wasnt having enough good results on other combinations of meds. i was put on levamir, and told to gradually increase my dosage. i did, for about a week and a half. after the first week, i had itching. just a minor annoyance, itching on my face. i was started on a wednesday, by the next weekend i was crying in trying not to claw my face off the itching was so bad, AND i had hives. "stop taking the insulin, load up on benadryl pills and cortizone cream, be in my office first thing monday morning." (this was on a sunday.) there i was in his office...and before i knew it, there i was being admitted to the hospital. i'm allergic to levamir, one of the new insulins. two days in, i'm seen by the allergist (who, bless him, i could only understand one word in four that he said, three scrips for allergy meds later and i'm released from the hospital.) and so life goes on, i'm now on novalin 70/30 insulin which is an older type. so what with taking aterax, singulair, and zyrtec i'm sleepy all the time, but ok. i'm taking my insulin. i'm increasing the dosages. and my face is itching still, even WITH the allergy meds, and i still have faint hives on my face all the time. my doctor is VERY concerned. what if i have a really bad reaction and land in the hospital again? or worse yet, die? (answer "then we wont have to worry about reactions any more, will we?" what can i say, i'm irreverant. Himself swatted me for that one. heh.) so he brought up weight loss surgery, because the theory is if you have "weight induced diabetes" and you lose the weight, you also lose the diabetes. this DOES NOT ALWAYS WORK. i dont want this surgery. i DO NOT WANT IT. i *am* losing the weight, slowly, that i put on after being put on neurotin, and from the other diabetes meds. this is making me seriously pissed off, and i dont like it at all. it smacks of size-ism. i am ok with me at the size i am, i know that a lot of my more recent weight gain was brought on by medications. i do NOT want surgery to fix what the goddamned medical community brought on me!! seriously, going from roughly 180 when i moved back to texas to 224? AFTER i was diagnosed with diabetes and put on meds? this is NOT me overeating. i dont know what i'm asking, posting this. i just....i'm unhappy and hurting (my fibro is not happy for the spate of much needed rain) and TheEngineer is working late. again. because he wasted so much time taking me to dr appointments this week.
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