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ownedgirlie -> RE: too many pages, so, something new (3/5/2006 9:43:50 PM)
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Master knows my abandonment issues and has never "ignored" me, ever. He will tell me to go stay in my quiet time, however. And if i get worried, he will always assure me, "I'm right here, slut, but you have things to think about." It is always explained to me and he will always check in to see how i am doing. But that's rarely for punishment. Fortunately punishment doesn't come too often. When it does it is not pretty.
Something interesting happened a couple months ago though. He was having me do something extremely difficult. After several tries i "couldn't" try anymore and gave up. This did not go over so well. He became very quiet, and went to his desk to work. i sat there crying. A bit later he came to the bed, told me to stand up. i did, facing the bed. He laid down and told me it doesn't matter how many times i try and fail, as long as i keep trying. What angered him here is that i simply quit, and i know better than that. He went on to say some more things about it and told me to stand there and think on things. While i was standing there....he fell asleep! Typically he wakes up every hour or so, but nooo, not that night.
When morning came he woke up and looked at me, still standing there. i won't ever forget that look on his face when he realized i had stood there all night.
Typically his punishments are a bit more "corporal" and always followed by an assignment of a detailed report, analyzing myself and the situation.
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