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ORIGINAL: howahkan

Thank you pixelslave for your concern, it is appreciated.

The Domme's and others are all absolutely correct. I have a lot of problems.  I am trying to correct them.  Trying to apologize.  I'm sorry they won't accept.  But that's okay, I have the strength of character to keep trying.  Most of them will not forgive, it's not in their nature.  Some will forgive and those folks are the only ones I want as friends.

See, this whole judgment think works both ways.  I and many of the subs reading this thread are seeing the strength of character of some and the lack of character of the many.  So the folks who have no real values show themselves for who they really are.  So hammer away folks and let us see just how mean spirited you are inside. It's a great opportunity for all of us.

howahkan,
It seems to me you need to learn to quit while you're ahead. You've previously inserted the proverbial foot in the mouth and acknowledged it when you started this thread. Unfortunately, it appears you just removed it only to post in a manner that reinserted it again.

You might also want to remember that many here are sadists. You give the appearance of being a masochist by continuing to put yourself out there for their enjoyment. As I posted above, you can choose to ignore the posts you don't like and there's no need to reply to them. In doing so, you're only continuing to further the initial impression you created this thread to apoligize for. After your OP, there was no need for an addition post to this thread from you.

Perhaps its time for you to take a break from posting and re-reading what's been written both by yourself and others; giving the many posts some thought and spending quality time in introspection?? IMO, continuing to post from a wounded state of mind doesn't seem to be helping you work on your issues nor allowing you to process the large amount of feedback you've been given; instead you're only expending energy defending yourself and your actions. I suspect the time and energy spent posting here subconsiously serves to provide you with a distraction that allows you to avoid working on your issues; the exact opposite of what it would seem you need to be doing right now.

I wish you well on your journey and hope you'll take my comments to heart.

- pixel