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BitaTruble -> RE: My Queen (11/17/2009 3:24:00 AM)
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ORIGINAL: Underumam
My queen wonders at my choice of words. Especially after She asked me to call Her Ms.__________. I felt a twinge with Her request, yet Ms. seems so formal and cold. She's the warmest/kindest/most loving person I've ever had the good fortune to meet. She's become my world, and W/we haven't even met in RT yet. It's a spiritual thing..... Her words speak on so many different levels all at the same time, and I feel Her warm strength surrounding me from afar. I still honor her request and call Her Ms., yet I also know that in my heart of hearts, She is my Queen.....Wise, caring and thoughtful..........I have NEVER in my entire life met someone who's very soul has healed centuries old wounds that I mistakenly imagined would be destined to carry around like a dross for eternity. I speak the truth- how can I possibly not bow down in humility before One such as this? Never has She once uttered an unkind or mean word to me or others that She works with. I have truly been blessed, and have done nothing to deserve such a Woman. It's all about Who She is, and I pray for Her pain to be taken away every single day. If it were possible- I would storm the heavens for Her and all that She represents...She TRULY gets it-----Let the world take note of TRUE Womanhood at its finest.
Bless You my Queen.............
Why twinge? She made her preference known and yet you still call her something different. Oh sure, you comply with your words to her, but the post you made belies that you have complied with your heart. You either follow her path or you don't. If she has become *your* world, what does that say about 'her' world. In her world, she is Ms. ____ .. but in yours she is Queen. Well, dude, she doesn't want to be Queen.. she wants to be Ms., so you'd be a lot better off to 'get it' and go with *that* rather than what *you* want. Your Queen wonders at your choice of words.. well, yeah, why wouldn't see after she told you how to address her?
In your world, you have idolized her and put her on a pedastle so high, she can't help but fall from grace at some point. She's human, so she is flawed and with your insistance on doing it your way she'll fall pretty fast. Since you are standing under her, it's quite easy for you to get crushed. You have made yourself vulnerable.. I get that, in fact, I'm there myself so I understand it, too.
Talk is cheap, dude. I don't see a lot of submission in someone who is calling the shots and doing it their way.
Maybe you'll get there, maybe you won't, but some free advice for you is to take a good, long look at *your* actions, at your brand of service, at your compliance and see if it's what she wants or just something that *you* want. If you are so devoted to her, how come you aren't taking the steps necessary to actually follow her path instead of laying your own trail of bread crumbs?
How long do you think you are going to keep her interest, meeting or not, if you are the one who sets the particular path to follow? Your heart of hearts .. she is your Queen .. in her heart of hearts she is Ms. _______. Which one is going to take precedence?
Bita's brand of reality check.
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