tsatske -> RE: Will I try it again? (12/13/2009 4:37:33 PM)
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lucylucy, I in no way meant to imply that i took any offense at your message. I did not read it as mental illness bashing in the least. I simply used as a spin off, and proceeded to agree with you, from the point of view of personal experience. You are so right. this is a poster who does not care if he is harming the one he has asked to serve him - as long as HIS kinks are fullfilled. he is, indeed, preying on a mentally ill person. It is not that unusual. I am very out about being mentally ill, on these boards, in my life, in my community. When dating or speaking to another, I am very upfront, VERY early on, about my diagnosis. As a result, I have witnessed things that makes me agree that, while the OP may be enjoying the troll session, his story may very well be true. I talked (and damn briefly, I might add) to one Dominant who told me he was a proffessional pschytrist, and that my mental illness made me more interesting to him. Because it fit a kink of his - he had always had fantasies about nurturing mental illness and instability in a sub - seeing how crazy, depressed and dependent he could make her, while having her continue to serve him. In his words 'just short of suiciide. It would be ideal if she was always suicidal and lived only to serve me, and got no joy out of life at all.' Well, that sums up pretty much the last time we talked. BTw, on a related topic: The fattening up of subs, and encouraging obiesity, is a documented fetish. The Doms who do it are called 'feeder Doms'. I don't have many limits, but feeder Doms are a hard limit for me. i had one on here contact me. His profile clearly stated that being a feeder Dom was his primary kink. Now, my profile does not mention this particular hard limit, so when he wrote me, i wrote him politely and told him that it was a hard limit for me. He promptly wrote me back and told me that HE would be telling me what my hard limits were. Repeat refrain: Well, that sums up pretty much the last time we talked. CM is full of them. (but full of some fine people, too. You have to wade through the cowpatties to get to the jewels)
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