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DarkLordPrince -> Will I try it again? (12/12/2009 2:54:25 AM)
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First of all, thanks much for the replies to my last post: "Define an Appropriate Master". It set me to thinking about the direction my life is taking, and whether it is the right one or not.
I recently had a sub who had introduced herself online to me, and we made a psychic connection. I had to see her, so I went there, and found her to be very much to my liking. Her body type was truly what I wanted, and we were already soulmates. We met for dinner at a restaurant one evening. A few weeks later, I took her to live with me and she was the most equisite, seductive beauty imaginable. Lying on the couch all day and playing with her phone and her computer. She was supposedly searching for a job, but I knew better, and I didn't mind at all. I don't want my women to work at anything other than their selves. I have a "couch potato" fetish, and I like them lazy.
I bought her numerous things, Princess things. Clothing, cigarettes, booze, lovely dark fingernails, candy bars, a rather large tat (which looks beautiful on her arm), vibes and KY. I would have gotten her the moon, if I could have. She had earned it, just sitting on that couch every day, waiting for me to come home and to caress her and give her things, to take her as men do. I tickled, I sucked her face and other places, many other places, and I f*cked her on several occasions in the short weeks beyond. I had numerous plans, and she was game for them. I could have turned more of my fantasies into reality if I could have a few weeks more with her.
Now, sadly, and because of circumstances beyond either of our control, she is gone. It came as a surprise to both of us. It was neither her choice nor mine, but the experience has left me with dreams and visions of who I am, and exactly what direction my life has taken. She chats with me and texts me on the phone daily still, and I am responsive; my love for her spans the 75 miles between us. and she tries to meet my needs, but sometimes fails. Sometimes, she is missing, doesn't answer the phone when she's high with friends, and I understand. I would be there if I could and get high with her.
She expresses a need to leave her current situation and come back to me, and I want her back. She doesn't like this situation that she's in, but she also feels a need to be there; she has a husband and a family. She stayed five weeks, and she wants to come back after the holidays.
My question is: Should I take her in, or not? Is she simply scamming me? Or does she have the deep love for me that she claims to have? What do you think?
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