beej
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the kind of qualities you're looking for might not be a very strong Dom, just a very strong person who is comfortable enough with themselves to be flexible. i agree with this. i don't think you can advertise for the kind of dynamic that you are talking about. i stumbled into it with a man who was dominant to me at first and i was submissive. i agreed to go to him in a submissive mode because he offered to tie me to a tree and i wanted to be tied to it, lol. :) but as we grew to know each other and began to flesh out the rest of our kink together, his regular conversation invited banter and an interest in all the ways that i like to go against the grain. if we hadn't talked about everything else, maybe he would only have discovered the submissive in me. conversely, if you talked with a Domme and thus expect only her goddess strong self to speak, you won't get to know the part of her that will occasionally have to lose (and enjoy it) in order to create the constant contest that you are talking about. my Dom encouraged me to fight back when i came to him for our first encounter even though i was to be his submissive. he didn't say, "take me on as a challenger" because he had every intention of subduing me and knew that he could. but he said, "i'll earn it. i want to earn your submission from you." physically, it was not much of a contest. he mostly seemed to enjoy my effort and he made sure that i didn't hurt myself or him. and i admit that once he had me in his grasp, i wasn't really trying to get away, lol. but as we moved forward and planned our next encounter (this weekend, yay!), setting specs was thrown out of the window. the first time, i knew what i was supposed to do as his submissive. this time, he said, "the rules are that there are no rules. i plan to take control in XYZ fashion, and you should make your own plans. i'll expect you to try to take me, and we'll see what happens." we have set parameters about physical limits, drawn the line between inflicting pain and getting hurt, but i don't have to walk into his house this time with a list of things to do. instead it's like we've written up a menu. we both may place orders from it, but that doesn't mean that we'll get what we asked for. we may have to steal from each other's plates, there may be some force feeding, there will definitely be a food fight, we'll see. since you're a Dom, you could propose a menu like that and see if you get any nibbles even from submissive women. it's unfair to say but since a woman is mostly likely to lose anyway, a psychological Sub may go for the challenge and enjoy it. ultimately with my man Wood, it's in both of our natures to enjoy that fight; it seems natural and right for our personalities as said here: quote:
Its not to see who wins, that isn't the point with us. It is truly about how things *should* (lmao) be done. it's a kind of chemistry that explodes into different kinds of kink, but i don't think that the desire for the contest is a kink in and of itself. i think its an interpersonal dynamic. i had the same thing in the past with vanilla men, but vanilla sex doesn't really have the wherewithal to physically express that kind of connection, so i didn't stick with them (lol, i guess because my feelings are hardwired to sex). so i think you should search a broad base of kinky types and look for that special banter that suggests that the person likes getting into it with you. if they do, i imagine they will flex, as Capax said, toward whatever it takes to create a contest.
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