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maisyjayne -> RE: Perfection (1/27/2010 11:00:26 AM)
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WOW
It might be just me but, do you ever read something and then find yourself scared to blink, because in that split second you close your eyes the words infront of you might vanish, that you may have imagined or dreamed them??
I am so deeply moved by Maria's words.
Devastating was certainly true, for quite a while I was lost and I even at one point began to doubt my own submission. There were other Dominants, some that had known me for a long time and thought that I would react to them as I did to Maria......they were wrong and it all became just an act.
I always felt that mine and Maria's story hadn't quite ended, I am pleased it hasn't because now we have a new chaptor, and this time it is even better because now there is Stephen.
I was so nervous and worried before meeting Stephen, I just did not know how I would feel and what he would think of me.
But the moment I met him I relaxed, I knew instantly that I could trust him and that strangly enough even though I had just met him, he could reach inside me and find that submissive side of me.
I am so very happy and excited right now, not sure my boss is too impressed with all the daydreaming I have been doing and I think there are one or two people that get my train in the morning who think I am completely mad because I smile while looking off into the distance. But I can't help myself, just knowing they are both there fills me with the most intense warmth.
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