Fitznicely
Posts: 1597
Joined: 10/18/2006 Status: offline
|
I think my sexuality is....lighthearted and assertive. I have to be in control of the situation, or it's a total turnoff. I like to play, play and play....the most fulfilling part of the sexual experience is watching her convulse, whether it's in pain, shock or climax. More often than not, at that point, I find it very amusing. I think the amusement comes from a little surprise that I've done that to her, exultation, to a point, that I've achieved my aim of exerting my dominance over her - and real amusement that I can make her do that I find myself detatching in a way, watching these things happen to her from outside myself, watching, studying, advising where the next blow should fall, the route the pinwheel should take, where to place the next drip... And here's an interesting issue, for me, anyway....For me, intercourse doesn't need to be involved. I can get the same spiritual, emotional satisfaction from a good BDSM scene as from intercourse. I'm a simple soul and don't worry too much at deep, philosophical reasons why I enjoy things (I spent my teen years doing that. In my mid 20's I had a revelation and stopped worrying about the "why" and just enjoy the moment now), so I'll leave it to others to expound why it should be.
_____________________________
I tell you this: No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn Proud Owner of Darkmoonkat. Such a good girl!
|